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2011-11-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

"Rocks must go through fire before they become real gem

- It's part of the learning process"

I'm already feeling the pressure..

am I for it..?

am I able to juggle between the 2?

I'm scared and afraid..

I just...

2011-03-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

So I'm at a crossroad yet again...!

What's next for Delaila..?

Putting that aside, being a camp facilitator has been nothing but a fun and wonderful experience!

I just love interacting with the kids!

makes me wanna have my own kids! :)

2010-01-16T23:22:00.002+08:00

wetoriya wetoriya daridiridara du~
And no I'm not alone ;)

2010-01-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

Watch your thoughts, they become words.

Watch your words, they become actions.

Watch your actions, they become habits.

Watch your habits, they become your character.

Watch your character, it becomes your destiny.

Frank Outlaw

2010-01-06T11:42:00.006+08:00

why would i even want to bother with your stupidity when you don't have the guts to talk to me..

I do not need to defend myself like what you did cause i'm not guilty of anything..

I'm definitely not like you..

We're worlds apart.. =)

Oh.. and i don't need my friends to back me up and show their concerns to me on the internet..

Cause I have enough attention given to me

And definitely not ashamed of what i've written.. (=

hur hur hur..

i'd rather waste my time on studying or do something that will make my parents proud so that they will DOTE on me even more

and i am doing it.. i am studying..

oh.. since you have all the time in the world to rebut whatever i've typed...

why didn't you rebut on the point about you two-timing..?

hahahahaha...!

2010-01-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

2010-01-05T11:04:00.003+08:00

hur hur hur..

since when huh..?

funny right..

24 years old having a verbal feud with her sister at her blog...

ha ha ha..

I won't take back any of my words cause its true..

If you're defending yourself now.. then it can only mean that you're guilty of it..

hahaha..

If you're so bold... why not just slap whatever you've typed at my face and not wait till i was sleeping...

Furthermore... I was sleeping right next to you..

Still have to go to the extent of insulting me in your blog...

hahaha...

I'm a straight GPA 4 student...

Then why is she retaining anther year in her course...

HAHAHA..

She make it a big deal about comparing.. and look what she's doing now..

SHe's been going to numerous job interviews and as always been changing jobs..

hahaha..
come on la...

Whether you like it or not your cert does make a difference... You're in Singapore!

Hello...?!

If you're that great like what you've mentioned then what kinda fucking job you're holding huh...?

Haizzz...

See how far she's defending herself...

Its making me laugh...!

And come on la...

I've broke up with Shaun long time ago la...

I don't give a shit about him la... If you're interested with him.. Just take la...!

Whatever la...

WHatever makes you happy ok...?

I don't need to blog and publicise everything to the world cause i just find it pointless...

I never find blogging as fun and as meaningful where you can actually reflect your past and what nots..

Which explains why i stopped blogging for a while now..

I just make an account cause it was the "in-thing" back then...

And definitely this issue is making me laugh..

Oh oh.. and i think she forgot to mention a point i've typed..

How about her two-timing...?

She didn't seem to mention abt it...?

HmmMm... maybe she will defend herself like how i've been assuming and not understanding her feelings and all...

Dear sister,

2010-01-04T20:20:00.004+08:00

Bro just got enlisted.. and there seems to have some war going on in the house..

Actually its always there.. It's been always there..

Seems that she finally exploded...

But like what i've been sharing with my friends..

I don't care cause I don't feel the need to..

I've always envied my friends' relationship with their sisters...

Whenever they share with me about how they share their clothes and everything..

what course their sis takes in the University..

and how their sis helps them in their schoool work and all...

I always felt left out and wonder when my sis is gonna be as great as them..

Now that I'm pursuing a JC education, i always regard those going to the uni are very admirable people cause I know it's definitely not an easy route just like how i got retained in the first year of my JC education...

Not that i look down on the poly kids.. but it's a known fact that those pursuing a JC education will eventually be ''successful" in life...

It's just that how you define successful as.. It's a very subjective thingy but I, myself believes that it it successful..

Furthermore, in a competitive society like singapore, your certs will make a huge difference in your life whether you like it or not..

Perhaps it's how i was brought up and the environment i'm in that influences and shape my beliefs..

And did I tell you that my dream was actually to be in a JC...?

hahahaha.. yup...

Atleast I got in eventhough i got retained.. but nevertheless.. my current dream now is to enrolled into a local uni..

Ya.. Its a dream cause it's definitely not easy to enrolled into one...

Wait.. i'm digressing...

Back to the point where I envied my friends' relationship with their sister...

Well, my sis did help me in many ways..

She's always been good in her language.. well she seems to la..

Cause.. well.. if you live in the same house.. in the same room as her..

you will get what i mean...

I won't expose her or belittle her existence here on earth like what she did to her mother and her sister..

I won't go as far as her..

ok.. ok..

back to the point...

She's definitely good at designing.. thats for sure which explains why she helped so much in designing anything pertaining to my schoolwork...

But.. whenever i request help from her.. it's never a genuine help....

NEVER!

She will only helped me when my mum blows up or something...

This part..

I seriously don't get it..

She seems to be whole-heartedly dedicate herself to her friends whenever they ask her for help..

But never once did she volountarily helped me..

why why why..?

Isn't blood thicker than water...?

She always booast about how she helped her friends design this and how she helped her uni friends to do their written reports or essays...

But why can't she helped me like how she helped her friends....?

And and, she has the talent in designing so why isn't she taking up part-time jobs pertaining to her degree since she has the flair of it...?

why must she throw away her talents just like that when she can actually grab the opportunity using her talents...?

People at her age have already graduated from the U's and are enjoying the fruit of their labour..

And about the clothes issue... which she seems to be so upset and disgusted by it till she runs down her whole family like she was born in this world without my mum's eggs and dad's sperms...

-__________________________-

I admit la i was in the wrong to steal her clothes la..

And you think by asking her permisiion she will lent it to ya...?

DREAM ON LA!

She only typed that so the readers will have a good impression on her...

She'd rather burn the clothes infront of me than actually lent it to me...

Thats Durrani the ever-oh-so-perfect-girl-that-always-blog-about-how-big-breast-women-rules-the-world-and-how-love-is-the-only-thing-that-you-can-survive-in-this-world-and-how-you-rant-about-how-ugly-you-are-when-you-yourself-don't-believe-so

Come on la... HELLO...?

Only love can make you survive...?

Than by all means.. stop your education... Don't study!

Stop whatever you're doing and just go for love-hunting since thats the only thing you need to survive..

Maybe I've suffered a failed relationship till i lose all hopes on love that i find this phrase "All i need is love to survive" purely nonsensical...

pfffttt....

She rants about how disrespectful both me and mama are...

You call that respect when you insult your mum like that who brought you up...?

Is that a new definition of respect in this era...?

So why she never rant about how she also did the same thing also..?

She only blogs about how I, Delaila, took her stuffs when she is also guilty of it..?

Well... well.. You really are bold huh...?

Make-up...? Earring...? Money..? Gold bracelet...? My gold ring...?

Why isn't this on your blog too...?

I seriously didn't want to typed all this but your recent entry really isn't fair at all..

You can bad mouth me for all i care but doing this to your mama...?

I always value family first before friends...

Because... in school.. they always emphasize on the importance of the family...

And also.. since i'm not attached at all... I've been always spending with my mama eversince the break-up with my dear *ehem ehem*

Thats why i really really love and respect my mama because of the times i've spent with her..

Well.. I can't blame you my dear sister since you're attached juggling 2 guyws at the same time and "love is all i need" motto...

hur hur hur...

This war we've been having for ages have finally erupted from your mouth..?

So you felt relieved after typing all the one-sided issues...?

Oh oh.. and I'm an avid fan of your blog and your recent trip to taiwan... or was it bangkok or something... really cracks me up..

When on earth did you travel abroad when you're always at home infront of the laptop watching your animes-will-improve-on-your-drawing-skills-then-me-watching-korean-drama-will-inprove-my-korean-language-and-be-a-useful-citizen-since-i'm-multi-lingual...?

hahahahah...

So you mean... all the time when you claimed you're having camps.. you actually when abroad when your passport is dead...?

Then again.. you will defend yourself saying you can always renew your passport..

But hello! reality check!

In order to renew your passport, you need your old passport to be terminated and your old passport is still with mama...

hur hur hur..

My mighty and dear sister...

By all means.. insult me on your blog for all i care...

So what if you can act cute..

You think I, Pretty Delaila, is jealous of it...?

Yeah right..

Why must i be jealous when i, Pretty Delaila can just smile normally and still be exceptionally pretty... =)

I don't need to go to the extent of acting cute to be pretty cause I'm already are..

HA!

And you think I'm jealous because you have tons of men lining up to be with you...?

Ya.. right..

Thats what you always claimed..

If thats the case.. why must you be two-timing...?

Can't you just dump guys after guys since all of them are lining up to be with you..?

You've lost all the respect i have for you my dear sister..

Then again.. you already declared that you don't give a damn about me much less my respect right..?

So there you go...

I'm done here...
I've not blog for ages and the first entry is about my dear sister...
you should be honoured cause i dedicated a whole long entry just about you, and only you, my dear sister.
This is the last bit of respect i have for you.

Sorry for the grammar and spelling error cause i'm too pissed to actually correct my errors..

2009-06-17T21:38:00.003+08:00

After watching The Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past with my classmates,

I do wonder if love actually exists..

And I realized that there's tons of homework to be done and

I've not touch a single one of it yet..

2009-06-15T00:36:00.002+08:00

So having a life away from school means that I have more free time than usual. =)

And none of it is spent on studying which is really really really bad
cause I know that if i wanna get my A, I need to stop fantasizing about getting hitched with Taecyeon, Jaebum, Nich Khun, Wooyoung or any 2PM members for that matter.

LOL!

I've been spending most of the time watching their performances and
as each performances goes by I think I'm getting more and more obsessed with them! XD

In any case, I shall start studying from tomorrow onwards since I've done watching almost all videos related to 2PM including the Idol Show they hosted, as well as Hot Blood. ((=

And I refuse to watch Taecyeon's MNET Scandal cause it will only cause me unneccesary fantasizing about him being a HOT boyfriend..

If you're clueless on what I'm babbling about, do go to youtube and watch Nic's MNET Scandal. 8D

Oh oh oh...!
More and more Korean celebrities are coming to Singapore this year. =)))

(1) Lee Min Jung, acted in Boys Over Flower, will be coming to Singapore today, 15th June,
as a Sony Ericsson spokesperson.
She'll be here all through Friday, and will be landing today at 2.30pm via Singapore Airlines SQ603.

(2) FT Island will be holding their concert on this coming 27th June.
Location: Dragonfly @ St James Powerstation (no age limit)
Time: 3PM
Duration: 60 mins
Ticket Prices: SGD 100 (USD 69)

(3) SS501 will be having their first Asian tour and will be coming to Singapore in December.

Due to their rising popularity especially after Hyun Joong acting debut in Boy Over Flowers, it will not be surprising if their tickets are as pricey or even more $$$ than Rain's concert tix which was held a few years back here.

This goes to show that I need to save up if I wanna watch my K-pop Idols perform here.
-____-

2009-05-28T18:18:00.002+08:00

I don't dare to log into my facebook account cause
there's alot of my unglam photos..

2009-05-11T01:21:00.002+08:00

✖♥♥DELAILA♥♥✖ says (1:18 AM):
we dont need guys to help us feel happier

✖♥♥DELAILA♥♥✖ says (1:19 AM):
thats what i firmly believed in

briana. you can. says (1:19 AM):
but when they hurt you
they should be the ones doing something about it

✖♥♥DELAILA♥♥✖ says (1:19 AM):
which does not happen most of the time
they choose to run away from it and not confront it

✖♥♥DELAILA♥♥✖ says (1:20 AM):
coward guys..

And so, I shall stick to my beliefs until the right one comes...

2009-04-10T20:40:00.002+08:00

YAY!

A for PW!

My first ever A and I feel like there's many more to come!

2008-12-23T11:48:00.002+08:00

Thats a photo of my group before starting our Fansipan climb.
Brings back fond memories of Vietnam. =D

So yesterday night,
I saw someone which is apparently is the last person that I ever wanted to see.

My mind was in a blank upon seeing him.

So..

To avoid any weird moments..

I just ran away..

I believe its best to keep a distance away from him..

I'm such a coward and I thought that after all these years
I would have the courage to...

-_________________________________-

Haaizzz...

and..

My HDD just crashed and that

is not helping much either..

2008-11-19T21:53:00.003+08:00

Delaila is sick!

Could be due to the after-effects of the 3 vaccinations I got yesterday.

Delaila can't believe that she's going to Vietnam in like 2 weeks time and she still have not bought her trekking shoes let alone her winter clothing.

Delaila have so much to blog about her recent activities or rather the activities throughout the year 2008 but she is just plain lazy to type down everything.

Perhaps she shall blog after her Vietnam trip.

And and Delaila is so excited for the Vietnam trip as this is her first time getting a flight on an aeroplane!

WhoOoooOOoPeeEeeEee!!~

2008-10-25T05:39:00.013+08:00

Nobody plans for a failure.
But if you fail, that is not the end.

Learn how to pick yourself up.

Don't give up.

Remain positive through out.

A failure doesn't mean

you will lose everything.

Work on it and

have the motivation to do better.

Don't let this failure hold you back.

It doesn't matter how long you achieve it but
whether you will achieve it or not

DEE is alright and she's not feeling down.
I may be lying through my teeth but
I believe that I will pick myself up and take this as a lesson to be learnt.
Furthermore, I have wonderful people by my side so definitely
DEE will remain positive throughout.

Alright! I'm off for

my Dragon Boating session.
DEE gonna have fun and

i will spent my day today with

all the wonderful people.

2008-06-19T03:45:00.003+08:00

Someone just kill me PLEASE!!~
Midyear are like in less than 5 days..

wth.. I'm so not prepared for it.....

Kill me so that i won't have to take the papers...

-____________________-

Just like what Rex said..
"MYE = Mass Year-1 Extermination"

Couldn't agree with him more on that!

2008-03-25T20:09:00.011+08:00

I'm BACK! Finally, I have the time to update
a wee bit about my new life.

Starting my new life in a new environment..with a new look!
From a Long hairstyle Delaila...now comes Delaila with short hair. :D
Ahahaha...anyways. School is one heck of a time.
No joke. Fun..yet tiring at the same time.
Everytime I returned home from school, I'm whacked. Hard.
My Life in Junior College is great.
Challenging. Definitely a whole new experience for me.
Anyways...the pictures are arrange from me in my long hair
and slowly to my new short hairstyle.

Sitting behind and busily snapping away.

My sister and I at the back of my dad's lorry.
This point of time, I'm still having my long hair with a bunned-up style.
Went out with my sister after my JC freshmen orientation programme.

Went over to Golden Landmark to settle my sister's printouts
and walk around Bugis after that. heeee

And then..after about a week later. I cut my long hair! Decided to start
afresh in a new school with a new look. :D heeee...and I went over for the
NUS Open House with my brother-in-law and my sister.
My brother-in-law bought me a gift for my BELATED BIRTHDAY!
I was super happy when I SAW IT! *EXCITED*
Thank you :D

It's the BOBO SPEAKERS! PIGGIE!

It's very cute and I love it alot. It brings back memories though.
But oh well. Anyways....tadaaaaaaaa...This is me.
Smiling with my new hairstyle. Short isn't it?
I cut away all the "after-effect bleached" hair of mine.
It's very hideous when it grows super long. Can't stand it.
SO now...my hair is BLACK & HEALTHY!

The weather was freaking hot, yet there's lots of people in the campus.

I had loads of fun during the Open house. And went around the whole campus.
It was freaking HUGE! Seriously.
After our visit there, we head down to Suntec City's FOOD FAIR.
Tasted lots of yummilicious food. Spent aboutmore than an hour there.

After hanging out at the food-fair...we headed down to Marina Square
and played the games there..and all 3 of us won ourselves the limited edition
COMMAND & CONQUER t-shirt.
I feel so happy. :)

2008-02-26T21:53:00.005+08:00

KAY XIAN! as usual...
NEVER GIVES UP! Hahahaha!
Try harder lah..
Next time, try singing a Malay song to her, maybe she will give you a different kind of response. Hahahaha!
GOOD LUCK! :D

Oh My God...
They made me smile by coming to the outing. It was really quite a surprise for them to turn up.
Thank you guys! :D
MAKE SURE you guys come again for the next outing. Okay?

Kent Chan specially made this ICE-KACHANG for me!!!
I love ice-kachang alot! He was very surprised to see me finishing it all up. Are you touched Kent?!
And what were you thinking when you were making this ice-kachang...?
Why is it so pointed...?
Is it suppose to represent something...?

Finally! I'm showing this picture of Ronney and me!
DAMN NICE RIGHT?!
We both have the same PERFECT smile :D!!
Ronney! Nice or not?!

Happy Belated Birthday! Exactly one month now! :)
We are 17 and a month's old already..
Are we suppose to be proud or what...?
I feel SOoooooO OLD :(

My cute ALIEN GUY! He and his AMAZING SURPRISE!
Actually, it's not really a surprise...
He told me about his plan...
BUT I just didn't expect him to really execute it -___-..........
You guys will understand from the picture below :D

For your information... I GOT HIT 3 times!
CAKE SMASHED on my face!
That explains the LAST snap-shot of mine with a
UNGLAM FACIAL EXPRESSION!
But anyway, the cake is YUMMY!
Thank you, See Wee! Muack! :D

Ps - Thanks Ron for allowing me to seek refuge by using your chest to protect my face! I apologize for dirtying your shirt! SO SORRY!

Thanks to all those who came for the "class" gathering.
See Wee, Ron, Ronney, Deli, Elson, Sharfirin, Jing Xin, Shu Mei, Farisha, Faiz, Kent, Izwan and Kay Xian.
LOVE you guys alot! :D

See you guys NEXT MONTH! HOPEFULLY OKAY!
Make sure...there's no problems financially.
Let's try to make it a monthly outing. A simple one will do.

2008-01-01T02:49:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year!

Oh gosh, how time flies! Another year, another unachieved list of resolutions. xD

Nevertheless, this are my resolutions for 2008

Stop Procrastination (it has to stop)
Wow procrastination cannot be ever fixed at all seriously...
It'S AN ADDICTIVE DRUG. CAN'T BE HELPED T-T;;

Better time management (even though I never do)

Less stress? (quite impossible)
There is no such thing as "stress-FREE" there is positive stress and negative stress, but a stress-free life is impossible.

A new Hairstyle (preferably a shorter hairstyle)
Perhaps a similar hairstyle as Jaejoong or Wonbin from F.T Island xD

Lose weight (tummy must go away!)

Get a Boyfriend (maybe..? lol)

2007-12-31T21:10:00.000+08:00

I've been watching quite a number of korean dramas lately and so far, Thank You has been the best! Spoilers ahead, so those who are currently watching this drama, its best if you do not read my post. =D

It is so heart wrenching to watch all the villagers avoiding her and even wanting to chase them out of the island. Yes, they may be afraid that the disease will spread to them but Dr Oh and the nurse have time and again told them that AIDs is not that easily contracted. They do not need to go to the extent of wrecking their house and throwing stones at poor Bom. Oh talking about that, I was very touched by Seok Hyun's mother's action. All along I was very annoyed with her and even hated her. But now, I'm viewing her in a different light. I guess this drama really show us how a person is never completely bad. Just like her own son and even Gi Seo. In the beginning Gi Seo was so hot-tempered and everything. But now, all his little actions melt my heart (the way he placed Young Shin and Bom's hand together, the way he hugged Young Shin when she was ill, the way he checked her temperature and pulse before he went out, the way he always have a way with Bom). He is really like her Guardian Angel.

This is also an extremely heart warming drama at the same time. For such a young woman like Young Shun to take up such heavy responsibilities, it is truly something worthy of respect. It was extremely touching to watch the white lies Young Shun, Gi Seo and even Seok Hyun told just to protect Bom's "Beautiful World". Bom, too, displayed qualities that many normal adults would never be able to. Despite her young age, she knows how to put others before herself. She certainly was upset when all the islanders started avoiding her but she was never angry with them. Instead, she was so afraid that she would spread the disease to others and didn't want to be in close contact with others even her own mother and pet dog. It is really sad to see such a pure-hearted, kind, warm, and beautiful young child have such an illness.

As I watch from episode 1 to 16, especially at those poignant scenes, an emotion I never experience before this drama would rise up in me. My heart aches so much for the characters, esp Bom. It feels like so if something really heavy is resting on my heart. My hands would even have funny tingling sensations.

Yes, this is what makes Thank You stand out from other dramas. I absolutely love how the drama develops slowly, realistically and plausibly, and how believable the relationship between all the people is. Watching Thank You sometimes makes me forget that they are just figments of the writer's imagination, and that they could be real people living somewhere in this world, feeling the same pain, hate, love and agony as the rest of us do.

Thank You is definitely a must watch drama and its no wonder each of its main cast got an award at the 2007 MBC Drama Awards.

Top Excellence Award, Actress - Gong Hyo Jin
Miniseries Golden Acting Award - Jang Hyuk
Best Child Actor - Seo Shin Ae

I just can't get enough of Jang Hyuk.

I loved him since I first saw "Success Story of Bright Girl" and then "Volcano High" after. Its been awhile since I saw any of his works because he had to serve his mandatory military training.

He got such an amazing body especially his abs.
Too bad, he is getting married to dancer Kim Yuh Jin. The couple is planning to tie the knot in June 2008 and not only that, Kim Yuh Jin is expecting to deliver a baby in February.

Wow.. Getting married straight away after she give birth. She's gonna whip herself into shape in time for the wedding.

2007-11-22T16:38:00.000+08:00

I just love this picture! Ongong look so cute!!~

Like BABI like that.

I think he reads my blog. Why on earth would he wanna make that kind of face if he didn't read my previous entry..?

Hahahahhaha..

I'm definitely gonna miss my Ongong. I was like looking forward to see him sing for us since he did it last year.. But, its such a pity that he didn't sing..

According to him, there is no reason for him to sing since he is only close with BBS..

ChhHhhhh..
He should have at least sing Hey there Delilah for me..

But.. nah.. it was ok cause the 4T1 guys sang the song for me!!~
So sweet of them..
I was so touched.

Thanks guys!~
I shall add them on msn as well as Friendster.

I feel bad towards them because these guys know my name but I do not know theirs.. I've only seen them in school. Never really talked to them before actually.

Davin or Dave.. haha.. Not sure which one is his name.. He said that my voice is sexy!!~

LOL

Omg.. I've only get that kind of compliment from teachers and not from a guy..

These guys are definitely sweet! Perhaps this is the difference between an Express stream guys and a Normal Tech guys. They are more approachable and friendlier than an Express stream guy.

Express guys got attitude problem and they so stuck up.. So full of themselves..
They think they are the best of the best..

PppUUUUUiii arhh! Best my ass la!~

I'm not saying all express guys are like that.. Only some of the guys I know are like that..

I don't think I wanna update about Prom Night cause it seems that everyone is doing so in their blog.. Not fun if everyone blogs about the same thing..

SooOo.. I shall not update about it for now.
But be sure to expect more of my Prom pictures on my next entry.

AhhHhHhhhhHh!!~

We look like couple!!~

Don't you think so..?

Aiyaaaa... if only he, he was 20 years younger,

then I would definitely date him out!!~

Aisshh.. too bad.. =(

LOL

Definitely gonna miss him. Gonna miss him very much.

Very hard to find a teacher like him.. sometimes I think he is stupid cause he spends too much of his time on his students..

But that makes him special.

This quality of him makes him stand out from the rest of the Junyuan teachers.

2007-10-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

I'm freaking back! Muahahahahha
Got miss the wonderful Miss Deeeee? XD
It's okay if you don't...
because..

I don't miss you either. :D

and So.. I'm soOooooOo going to

MIGRATE to KOREA

marry a wonderful KOREAN GUY..

and give birth to a few...

or probably FOUR Gorgeous

KOREAN + MALAY babies!!

Good luck to those taking O's!
Pass well and if can't make it to any schools...
ROM will be waiting for you guys. :D
Well..of course..ErhEM...provided
if you guys are attached.
HAAAAAAAAH~

2007-09-11T00:00:00.000+08:00

Just look at the pictures I post..
Pictures Say A Thousand Words

Credits to :

Tommy my cat
Musa's undies ( My father's )
My Brother's bike
My sis's brushes
MY SMILE ( DEEEEE )

hahaha...
Just want to create some fun and laughter here.
Good luck to all those who are having their PRELIMS & the Upcoming O's.

Quoted from Kent Chan :
CHIONG ARH CHIONG..SUCK TEXTBOOK till DRY!~

2007-09-02T12:56:00.000+08:00

Mr Jason Ong is nominated for
STOMP's HOT TEACHER's AWARD!

SIGN UP AND VOTE FOR HIM NOW!

Let's make him win =D

http://mediaclub.stomp.com.sg/shoutbox/showthread.php?t=798

SPREAD THE LOVE AROUND NOW~

2007-09-01T20:26:00.001+08:00

As always, Teachers' Day celebration was a blast!!~

Most of the graduating classes wore their class T-shirt and I must admit all of the class tees were awesome! The councilors should have organised a competition or an award for the best class t-shirt design!~ ;D

I was really very surprised that ALL of my classmates wore our class tee. Delaila was really really shocked because on the day we got our class tee, some of my dear classmates complained about the sizes and they die die didn't wanna wear it..

-____________-

Not that i care but when i saw them wear the class tee, i just can't help feeling happy. For that one moment, I felt proud being in 4e3.

ACEs workout was next and among the upper sec, only Ananda and me actually did the workout. LOL. Both of us were practically enjoying ourselves. I think i looked silly doing that workout but who cares! It's my last year in Junyuan!!~

Next, it was BIG breakfast!
It was such a pity that i spent only 30 min with 4e3. It was the last big breakfast and i just had to miss it. Took photos with some of my classmates and a class photo. It didn't really turn out nice to me but hey! there's still Graduation Day!

Izwan is always floating around whenever i take pictures.
-_______-
He really look like one Hantu in between me and Deli. LOL
Don't worry Izwan! I know you wanna take picture with me rite..? but you shy to ask.
Never mind, there is still Graduation Day!!~
hohoho. XD

The most anticipating event of the year!!~
THE TORCH AWARD!!~
haha.

This time round, i didn't managed to get hold of the walkie talkie, instead of planning the event, i was one of the presenters. And i tell you the presenters are one crazy bunch. Some of them, i didn't really know them and i've never talked to them before but the moment we talked, its as though we were friends for a long time.

For the first time ever, I actually felt nervous. I went through the scripts again and again but despite going through again and again, i forgot one whole paragraph of what im supposed to say. Well, only the ones who read through my script know what I'm talking about. Atleast, the audience didn't know that I actually made a mistake. XD

Straight after Extraodinaire Award, I felt jitters running down my spine. The Gatsby award was next and I tell you, we didn't even have a rehearsal for this. Haha. I only told the PA crew about this award just before the event start. That's the only way to prevent Mr Jae or the rest of the cpuncillors know.

LOL. This award was specially planned by both the present and the previous EXCO. Haha. The presenters made the whole award fun with their gatsby hairdo.

I gave Hafiz a big big hug cause I know how it feels to be the overall in charge of this event. I must admit he did great but i seriously think that i did better than him. hohoho.

After the whole event has ended, both me and Tiffany helped out in selling the Prom Night tickets and so far around 165 tickets have been sold. =D
Mdm. Fauziah gave both us one box of Pelican pizza!!~ or rather 2 boxes which we shared with some of our classmates.

2007-08-10T08:38:00.000+08:00

Prelims is nearing and so is the big "O".

This is the first time that I'm actually feeling pressure for exams.
I mean, yeah sure I'll get stressed but this is the first time that I'm actually worrying.
Other times, I didn't care. Shucks, I've performed really badly for the my midyear. The most confidence boosting paper would be ermm... haha. I think I did badly for almost every paper..

I think I'm performing well right now. I did improve for some of the subject especially Social Studies. Haha. Me and Tifanny were so happy when LMC actually praised us and told us that she was proud of the both of us and she could see that we are putting in effort for SS.
But I think I will score badly for the previous SEQ test cause I was like bluffing my way through during the test.

To be honest, I don't know what I want to be.
Does anyone here worry like I do? I worry so much that I'm depressed and stressed over this. In case you don't know what I'm talking about, I'm talking about the future. Like, if you fail badly in education

WHAT WOULD BECOME OF YOU?

Parents will try to psycho us to study and implant this mentality in us that if we don't study we'll clean toilets. Them and their famous saying,

"STUDY HARD AH, IF YOU DON'T YOU'LL BE CLEANING TOILETS!"

I know they mean well but sometimes it gets kinda irritating..

Anyway, yesterday I cooked Fish and Chips together with my mum! We improvised the recipe a bit. Instead of using french fries, we used Hashbrown. =)

2007-07-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥

He's my man and my knight

in shining armour

♥♥♥♥

2007-04-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

HaPPy Birthday To DEE and TIFF

For the very first time after being together for 2 years, we finally celebrated our birthday together. The presence of BBS made the cake much more delicious even though not the complete BBS was there.

Sharfirin was super pissed off just now and she looks as though she was about to kill someone.
Hohoho. Not only her, but me and Tiff too.
I mean who doesn't?

Anyway, I shall not be childish and complain what actually happenend.
Overall I enjoyed myself!
SeeWee looks cute when he was eating the cake. Lol.
The chocolate mousse was all over his face. Like baby like that. =D

And today's weather was super hot la!

The class was so stuffy and I really felt like stripping.

Hohoho. Instead of stripping, I will indulge myself with ice cweam!!

2007-04-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

And that is my lovely and naughty cat, Chubby!
She never fails to disturb me whenever I'm studying. It's as though she does not want me to study at all. I will always get distracted by her.

Enough of blogging. Time to chiong Physics!~

2007-04-08T21:54:00.000+08:00

Today marks our 1 year anniversary that is if we were ...

Oh well, for my next entry I guess I shall upload my Investiture pictures!!

You guys can take a look at the video I made for my fellow council mentors at youtube.

Just type thefeline at the search engine and you will be able to find the video.

Thanks to Felina who uploaded the video.

I guess, if I had the time, I could have add some words.

Words are more impactful then just plain pictures.

Well, what you guys expect with only a night to work on it? LOL .

So far, BBS has never went out for a outing before.

It would be fun if all of us went out together.

HmMMm... maybe an outing to ZOO..?

If the tickets are expensive, then perhaps we shall go visit the birds in the Jurong Bird Park..?

Or Sentosa..?
Sentosa sounds romantic! We can take the cable car!!~

If you guys are budget, then Botanical gardens..?

But, I've been there for these past 2 years and it has not change a single bit..

Heh.. Just the thought of it makes me excited!

2007-04-02T21:40:00.001+08:00

I've been seeing people's butt for these past few days.

In total I've seen 2 HUGE BUTTS

hohohohoho.

The first incident was ermm... I think that person accidentally pulled her pe shorts real hard till she didn't realize that her butt was being exposed.

The second incident was just now. LOL.

I can't stop laughing when I actually saw it. This time round, not all was exposed.

I only saw 1 quarter of the butt.

And I really wonder,
These 2 people didn't wear underwear or any undergarment is it..?

Not only that, in a day I actually saw 3 people's undies of different colours all at the same time.

One of them even wore a white undies and it's a guy!

LOL!

I myself, don't wear white undies.

Oh god.. I wonder who's butt am I gonna see next. :P

2007-04-01T22:16:00.000+08:00

That has got to be the cutest thing ever!
I love it how one floats away and then they reach for each other's hands again...

Just floating around, holding hands, knowing that even if they let go, eventually their hands will be together again. =D

2007-03-31T22:28:00.000+08:00

I also wanna get a 2 point for my 2.4....
Or did i even passed in the first place..? =S

-_____________________-

Listening to music doesn't help me at all..
Never mind..
There's still a retest =D

Hohoho.
Night class is starting soon.
I can't wait for it.
Time for me to get straight As

Aja Aja Fighting! bbashhyaa!!~

2007-03-29T21:56:00.001+08:00

TODAY I AM GRATEFUL FOR:

Mama who woke up early to prepare breakfast for me and frying for me ikan bilis
Dad for driving me to school though he was extremely sick and had to take 3 days off
Mrs Tan who have recovered from her flu. No more free periods for maths. =)
Tiffy, Ron, SeeWee and Xue Lian for making me laugh
Both Felina and Sharfirin for updating me the latest news and gossips in school
Both my sis and brother-in-law for accepting my invitation to SC Investiture
Mr Jae for appreciating my capabillities

A new Me.
Being thankful for the simpliest things will make me appreciate life
and change my perception. =)

I feel weird that now I'm only concentrating on my studies and nothing else. A part of me is happy and feeling relieved that I can finally focus on my studies and nothing else but another part of me feel that something is amiss.

No more rushing for the preparations of events,
cracking up my brain for new ideas in making the event exciting,
making cue sheets,
figuring out the details of the events and stuffs like that.

I MISS THOSE STUFFS!

I miss the days I spent most of my time in the SC room.
I miss the times when we had to stayback in school to finish up and finalise the stuffs for the events.
I miss Dessert Gang and

I'm starting to MISS YOU!

In less than a week,
I'm no longer the vice-president of the student council.
Tsk Tsk Tsk Tsk.

Time for me to step down and the third council to take over.
Hafiz as well as Shao Hui are doing a great job and I believe that the third council would be as good as us. =)

Well, for now, I got to try to get atleast a 2 point in my 2.4 run.
For all these years, I have been getting only one point for 2.4.
Since it's the last year for me,
I'm gonna aim high and pass my standing broad jump!

Never in my whole life i pass my standing broad jump.
-____________-

2007-03-02T23:53:00.000+08:00

I don't understand how the bad can overshadow the good that I've done.

Why is it that anything that I do is just so wrong to her?

I will never be able to please her no matter what I do.

It's alright.

I will prove to her that I've made the right decision.

I can make it through this. I will.

2007-02-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

I felt something today...
Something I've never felt before
It shot me
It stabbed me
Now I'm shaking
Shaking uncontrollably
I think I know what it was, but I don't wanna know
I think I hate myself...
Hate myself for knowing what it was...
I think..

AhhhhhHHh.. fuck..
Its harder than I thought

2007-02-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

For one full week, I've been taking my dinner outside.
Eat eat eat and eat.
Didn't expect to eat ice-kacang for the whole week.
I miss my mum's cooking.

But I love it cause i get to eat it with my love ones!~ =D

And Father Jae treat us Haagen Daz for dessert!
WoOooHooOooOo!!
We ordered the fondue!~
Yum yum!

As usual, i was very clumsy. While trying to get the apple, i accidentally spilled the nuts. hohoho.
Deesaster indeed.

So Valentine is around the corner. And I bet everybody here is anxious to see what they get.. or perhaps racking their brain on what to give their love ones.

Since it's gonna be the last year for me in Junyuan, I want to do something special during this day.

hohoho.

So guys, watch out for DEE!~

2007-02-04T22:28:00.000+08:00

Now that you got someone to memotek with..
you gonna leave me la..
GOOD one la!

Hohoho.
And I'm missing those dessert sessions.
Its been ages since I last ate my ice kacang.
=(

2007-01-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

These are my lovely birthday presents! Hohoho.
And my sis insisted me to post up in my blog that she was the first one to wish me happy birthday. She actually kicked me out from my bed just to wish me. LOL.

For months I saved up my money to get the phone that I wanted, but mama actually bought that phone for me as my birthday present. hohoho.

Thanks a bunch to my lovely friends! I love the gifts!
Just because I keep on saying babi, you guys bought it for me. LOL.
Should have bought me a red bra instead!

I don't care already. I still want a red bra!
Tiffy! You've promised to get me a red bra. In return, I will buy for you another G-string for Valentines' Day.
I'll buy for you an Orange G-string!~ =D

And my Darling! He gave me one big packet of sweets !! such a darling!!~ =D

I finally turned 16! ALMOST legal to do anything. LOL.
Me and Sharfirin are planning to watch a NC 16 movie soon!
Can't wait for that. LOL.

Anyway, school has been ok for me. Quite manageable I guess cause I'm surrounded by clever people who can help me in my studies whenever I'm in doubt. =D

Guess what.
I bumped into someone just now at TM.
And it was none other than Si Tu Bin.

The guy who is known as Stupid in the 7pm chinese serial.
He looked exactly the same and he sure looks better than on tv.
I should have taken a picture with him. Missed my chance and we actually bumped into him twice!!~

GUNDU!!~

Tiffy still insisted that her Orange is better than Si Tu Bin. LOL.
But Triple S is way better. XD

2007-01-17T00:57:00.000+08:00

what..??!!

from Lucify it's now LUCIFOUR

hohoho.

2007-01-16T23:24:00.000+08:00

I fell down infront of the drain on my way to school in the morning just now.

Landed on both of my knees and there is this huge wound on my left knee.

Not so serious though, I can still run and walk as per normal and obviously I can't kneel down dued to the injury.

Both my parents scolded me for being so clumsy and dad even said that I walk with my eyes close.

-______________________-

After taking a shower, gosh.. the pain was unbearable.

It stings!

Hopefully, it will be ok within a day since the wound is not deep.

2007-01-08T22:38:00.000+08:00

Life is easy peasy lemon squeezy!

I'm getting a hang over all those lessons which I missed.

And for the first time ever, someone perfectly understood what I explained to her!

A Great accomplishment for DEE! =)

You criticize what you do not know
You belittle those who aren't like you
You insult, you lie, and you manipulate
to make yourself seem superior
-by Lindsay Huffman

2007-01-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

My body is aching all over dued to VB training.
Gosh.. I was stunned to see how Coach dive.
Dive on concrete floor..?
I don't think I will be able to do that.

Eversince Dad bought the weighing machine, I've been checking my weight non-stop. I even weigh my schoolbag and it is 9kg

LOL.

Found very bizzare pictures of my beloved DongBangShinKi and it really freak me out.

JaeJoong is way too skinny. His ribcage is protruding out. He kinda reminds me of L when he wears that grey long-sleeve.

And my Yunho. LOL.

Neither can I bend my pinky or roll my tongue.

Is he alien or what..?

And what's up with his tongue.

There is no limit to the range of these boy's skills...

They can do more then acapella

0.0

2007-01-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

Even though I did nothing actually, but it's still a tiring day for me.

Didn't expect that snapping away pictures would be this tiring.

Going up and down the floor giving out instructions.

I'd rather be a OGL or a OGAL.

= ))

But nevertheless, after a hard days' work, went to eat at LJS.

Chattering away about JCs and Poly.

That's all we can talk about since we are siting for the Os soon.

It will be great if one of the criteria for DSA is Student Council.

Than entering a JC would be as easy as ABC.

But unfortunately, it's not one of the criteria.

And my CCA points is useless.

CMI

If you know me than you would understand what I meant by that.

hohoho.

In any case, I'll just aim for JC for now.

Though I'm very interested in one of the course in Poly but both my sis and mama is against the idea of me entering a poly.

Oh well.. Let's just follow whatever they have to say.

Whenever I make decisions on my own, it always turns out to be a disaster.

Deesaster.

That's me alright!

Oh well.

I just have to push myself to be more studious.

I'm very sure that I am capable of getting greater marks than what I've achieved last year.

= ))

And red undies is hot and sexy!
Was it undies or boxers I saw..?
LOL.

2007-01-01T23:39:00.001+08:00

My first entry for the new year.

I just chopped off my hair.

Don't wanna get caught when the school reopens.

Good luck to those guys who are not planning to get their haircut.

Our school has hired a barber just for you and of course it is Free Of Charge.

It seems that I damaged my hair by bleaching it.

I'm not gonna dye my hair ever again.

Maybe I should go for hair extensions after the Os.

It's super thin now that when I tie up my hair it looks like a pig's tail.

hohoho.

Ushering the pig year with a pig hairstyle.

2006-12-31T23:29:00.000+08:00

2006 was relatively a good year. But that was the begining of the year.
Towards the end, a whole lot of crap happened that made me pissed off and depressed about at the same time.

Now I'm just trying to forget about everything and start off the year with a better and happy start. Screw all of these fucken people who made the end of 2006 sucks for me. Frickin meanies.

So my resolutions for 2007 are,

1. the usual, DON'T EAT, LET'S GET THIN kinda resolution
stop eating when I'm not hungry. It's starting to get ridiculous how fast I gain.

GET UNFAT

2. Stop procrastinating every single freaking day

3. Take a break from korean dramas

4. BE MORE STUDIOUS

5. concentrate more and stop getting distracted.
School is starting in another 2 days time and I still have not completed any assignments yet.

AND

Stop DWELLING in the past
It irritates me whenever I'm reminded of the past.

I've been depressed a LOT this year. God knows how many times have I cried this year. I've never felt this way before in my life!
I'm almost GLAD that this year is almost over with.

I need a FRESH NEW START.

And my last resolution for two-double-o-seven,
not to make stupid resolutions that i can't acheive

hiakhiakhiak. =D

2006-12-19T00:23:00.000+08:00

After one whole week of disappearance, I'm finally back!
That explains the lack of entries.
Shall not state where I actually went but lets' say that,

Delaila was out somewhere hiding in an unknown cavern with loads of food supply and struggling to master the art of live.

And I still have not master it yet though.
Did loads of reflection and I'm starting to talk to myself more often.

Well, talking to yourself is considered a sign of craziness by most people. Others says its a sign of intelligence. I go with the latter idea.

I find the best company you keep is yourself.
You know yourself better.

People that 'talk' and not 'mumble' to themselves are a better off, depending on what they're talking to themselves about and for how long, but if they start rolling around on the ground and writing on themselves, than thats pure craziness.

Usually I would start talking to myself when I'm doing a reflection or when I have to make a big decision.

I think it releases stress because you can talk the problem out and reason it with yourself out loud which is better than keeping it all in your head which makes it more hurt.

For example, having conversations with yourself like "If I do this, then this happens" I think its perfectly normal since its just a way for you to visualize the outcome.

I guess it's just thinking out loud.

But when your conversation goes something like "Hey how are you doing today? I'm doing good" sort of thing whereby you actually reply to the question you ask yourself then I think that's an issue that you have to deal with.

If you ever do this infront of other people, not only will you get stares from them but who knows, you might just end up in an asylum.

And I still ponder about the answer to this question.

Why Do We Need To Know The Meaning Of Life?

We yearn for the meaning of life because we have to know that we have purpose. We need to know that we have purpose, and thus control over our own lives.

Wanting to know what's happening and why we're doing this.

Right..?

But than again, humans are naturally curious. They're also naturally pattern-seeking, which makes things all the more difficult because to them
EVERYTHING has to have a purpose and
EVERYTHING has to have a concrete reason and t
hey can't live without knowing EVERYTHING.

" We love everything tied up neatly, easy, simple and when we can't do that, it scares the hell out of us. To not know the next step, where you're headed, kills. Being unsure isn't in our plans "

And I still finding what's the purpose of my life.
Maybe I shouldn't care much about this purpose in life yet.

Live life to the fullest..?
Just enjoy every moment of it..?

So I guess the meaning of life is to search for the meaning of life.

I shall end my entry with the result of a personality test I just did.
Copy and paste the given url.
I do not know how to link it. LOL.

http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/large.asp?id=1314439&p=0&hof=1&q=personality+test

2006-12-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hehe. I wore Jailbird clothing today! LOL.

The farewell lunch buffet at Sakura Downtown East was great.

I felt like vomitting after I ate the oyster that Mrs Lau offered me. Raw oysters is really disgusting. The smell is really gross. Undescribable. When I put it near my mouth the smell is like MY GOD... I felt like fainting or puking... geeez

And I ate quite a number of raw food. The three of us took one plate of sushi and sashimi. At first I thought they would taste great cause I was tempted after watching Japans Hour on Channel Newsasia. But after tasting the raw tuna which looks like a tongue, ughh.. It's super duper eww...
RrRrOooOoAaAAaRrrrr.

I guess it's not fresh. That's explains the taste of it which is not sweet at all.

The two of them didn't want to eat any of those raw sushi so I had to finish up all of them.
Three servings of it. Gosh.. My tummy was exploding while I ate all those.

Eat eat eat. That's all I can say.
Since it's free, might as well make use of it.
Just whack it.
hohoho.

After my tummy was bloated, we took pictures with the seniors.
Cam-whore.
hohoho.

Some of them planned to go either rollerblading or cycling after the lunch but I can't even Rollerblade or cycling.
Haixx.. pathetic..
I can only ride the four-wheels bicycle. = (

And LiQiang is evil.
" She can't even walk properly and you want her to rollerblade."
stupid Xiao Qiang.
-___________________________-

So, the three of us went to Escape.
hohoho.

First, we went to the haunted house cause that's the only air-conditioned place plus the queue was the shortest. It was damn noisy because of some group of Malay barbarians.

They were making a hell of a noise.
Damn monkeys. Worse than monkeys.
Seriously, come to think of it, it's a shame for me to compare them with monkeys who are way much more better in terms of behaviour.

Shameless idiots.
What a disgrace to the society.

It was our first time entering the haunted house and we thought that it would be the same as our Junyuan haunted house.
BUT NO!!

It was really scary and the dummies there really scared the shit out of me.

I thought that it was only dummies so I was the one who lead the way with both Tiffy and Felina behind me.

As usual, Felina was scared right from the start. She would hold on tightly to both of us not letting us to move forward. After seeing the first dummy, I was not scared la.
Come on la.
It's only a dummy, what can a dummy do to us..? LOL.
After walking past the dummy, that bloody dummy moved and scared the shit out of me.

Basket.

The three of us screamed like one crazy bunch of girls. We were even glued to that place not wanting to move forward till the people working there told us to move forward. LOL.

Rainbow and the Pirate Ship really make my heart jumped out.
I can't help it but just screamed my lungs out.

My first time riding the daytona car and..
I can only said that, I will get into accidents if I really do have a driving license.

I was stucked at one point and the people working there had to push my car. LOL.

I played the carnival game and I won a plushie!!~
It is super cute and I got a name for it.
hohoho.

I will sayang him and treat it like a real thing. = )
hohoho.

I`ve made up my mind!
I shall work at Downtown East after my Os. The workers there are quite good-looking
and the main reason why I wanna work there is..

There is a WALKIE TALKIE
attached to every working staff!!~
I'm in love... Obsessed!! with WALKIE TALKIE..
hohoho.

2006-12-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

Went out with Felina just now.

Hohoho.

It was a Saturday but yet, there wasn't any handsome guys there.

= (

Ate at Carls Junior.

And went to try our luck at the arcade at Suntec.

Wasted our money there just to get that Stitch plushie.

But didn't manage to get one.

I think the machine cheat our money, the grip was loosen when its being pulled up.

OR

Maybe there wasn't any good-looking guys to turn us on, that's why we didn't get any Stitch..

Hohoho.

2006-12-02T23:46:00.000+08:00

Since the theme was Red Carpet, I wore a Marilyn Monroe dress. =) Too bad, I don't have a short blond hair nor a mole on my face.

As usual, the programme didn't went as what we've planned for. I've gotten use with this kind of situation. That's the nature of running an event. Something unexpected will always happened.

Just when we were about to start, the SAC wanted to make changes about the programme. We just had to follow their request cause they are the ones who sponsored for us.

But, I think they shouldn't have sponsored a table for us. We could hardly eat the dinner. I only ate 2 of the side dishes which was a tiger prawn plus a small serving of fish. We didn't got to eat the main course. =_______=
So much for going on a diet.
RoOooOoAaAaaAaRrrrrr.

Well, we were behind time for the programmes that's why we scraped off the mass games.
Nevertheless, despite all the changes, we were super flexible.
The Prom was great and I would say it was a success!

The emcees did a marvellous job.
The dance crew were awesome.
The duet was superb.
The band was great. Linus shouldn't have screamed.
The soundman did a wonderful job.

And not to forget, Father Jae's singing was fabulous.
And thanks to Linus, the pianist for practising so hard for Father Jae's song despite the short notice. It was really touching. You could feel and sense the love Father Jae have towards his beloved 4e3.

The student bands performance was great.
Raihan's band, the 5n Band and Yusa's band.
Raihan's band performed my all time favourite song, I Miss you So by finch. Which is my Blog song. The three of us went crazy and sang the song out loud.
And I didn't know that Yusa can sing! =O

And special thanks to my sec 2 councillors!!
Without their help, the show will not be this great.
and I believe that this bunch of people will do a better job for my Prom. =)

Took loads and loads of pictures.
Most of the pictures I took are with the sec 2s and the band members and not to forget the Excos. Only one or two are with the seniors.

I`ve uploaded all the pics onto my comp. Just ask me if you want the pics.

2006-12-01T23:48:00.000+08:00

WooooOHoOoooO!!
Prom night was a blast!~
I shall blog about it tmr. = )

Reached home about 1am and I was too tired that I slept all the way till 11am. I kinda overslept cause I was supposed to meet Father Jae at 10am but I met him at 1pm.
Hohoho.

Watched See No Evil just now.
A gruesome movie.
The killer would take out the victim's eyeballs using his bare hands.
=____=
Disgusting.

And later at night, I met up with my sis and we headed over to Sitex. Might be getting a new external HDD cause my current HDD is running out of space. Made a few rounds there and of course there were cute guys there. There were tech babes as well as tech hunks.
hohoho.

Ok. A simple entry for today.
I shall blog about Prom tmr. = )

2006-11-30T03:27:00.000+08:00

I rolled on the floor today. Haha.
I was literally Rolling On the Floor Laughing My Ass Out.
ROFLMAO.
I shall not elaborate on the details. =X

I'm tired. Exhausted.

Look at the time now. I should be sleeping like the rest of them. But here I am typing this entry.

Prom Night is like in 14 hours time..?

Well, all the cue sheets are done. Might need to do some last minute changes here and there. But everything is all done. = D

Just left with the seating arrangement cause apparently some paid today.

Haizz... everything will be alright right..?
We have promised each other that we shall not panic no matter what and just be calm even if there is something wrong. hehe. But just slap me if I happen to panic and screamed at me and tell me to think about the solutions and not panic! = X

I might be in a bad mood dued to lack of sleep but I shall not let this affect my performance later on. I'm needed by many!
hohoho.

No distraction or whatsoever. But I might get distracted cause there will be loads of good-looking guys. I can't wait. I can't wait!
hohoho.

What if I faint later On..?
What if I screwed up later On..?
What if something's missing when we reached the hotel..?
What if I start to pull out every strand of my hair..?
What if I start to tear and damage my make-up..?

What if none of the above never happened..?
None will happen cause I'm D E L A I L A.
Than again Im known as D E E S A S T E R.
hohoho.

On a second thought, I can't wait for the performances.
I'm so looking forward to it!
hohoho.

And and, I'm gonna P A R T Y after the PROM!!
WooOooOoHooOoO.
Go go go!!~

2006-11-28T22:47:00.000+08:00

ChhHhHhh..
This is the most troublesome event I've ever done.
There's just too many details and it must be as detailed as possible.
There always seems to have changes in the cue sheet.
I have to keep on updating the cue sheet for god knows how many times.

But, the seating arrangements is worst than the cue sheet. Luckily, I'm not the one who does that. LOL.

Seriously, money is crucial in events.
Money solves everything.
Money makes the world go round.
Money do wonders.
If only we had the money.

There seems to have some problems regarding the band equipments. At the very last minute. But, now, it seems that its solved. Heng arhh!!~ Phew..

I cannot repeat my mistakes like what I did for the previous event which was The Prize Giving and Appreciation Day. I want the Prom Night to run successfully. No mistakes.

I know it sounds impossible to have no mistakes at all but i don't care already. If I have to shout and scream at people, I just have to. No way am I going to panic or pull every strands of my hair. It's gonna be the last event ever I will do for this year. Or rather, this marks the end of my event managing career.

I WANT IT TO RUN SMOOTHLY!!~

Tomorrow is off day.
The day after tomorrow is Prom Night.
Gosh.. how time flies.

2006-11-28T07:59:00.000+08:00

Gonna be in school from 7am all the way to 7pm from Monday onwards all the way till Prom Night ends. =.=!

Ate Chicken Oriental salad from KFC and a cup of milo specially made by my beloved Father Jae.

Hohoho. Gonna be damn busy.
ChHhHhh..

Better make sure for my prom night, it's gonna be grand like this.

And I'm starting to sleep infront of my desktop.
Those who msn me, I apologise if i never reply you back.
Hehe. No reply means that I'm sleeping infront of the comp.

2006-11-26T00:43:00.000+08:00

No human being is capable in holding back their tears no matter how sad and worried he is.

If you try too hard to persevere, the mental stress will build up and you might just collapse suddenly.

When someone's feeling sad, he should cry it all out.

If he's still sad after that, he should look up to the sky and smile.

Now, you don't wanna end up demented, do you?

Be strong. = )

2006-11-24T23:57:00.000+08:00

Crucify my Love is my favourite song. No doubt about that. But I kinda felt irritated by it just now, because my phone kept on ringing non-stop. I got no choice but to crawl out from my bed and checked who's the person who disturbed me from my beauty sleep.

And it was none other than See Wee! LOL.
Had to turn him down cause my butt just doesn't want to move. Lazy bum bum. I`m sorry!~
Besides, my CS skills is really cmi one. I always get killed . Than, when I actually survived, those idiots changed map. =.=!

When I was enjoying myself staring infront of the monitor screen, my phone was bombarded with smses and calls. No choice but to give in, and I finally got my butt moving.

Shopped for the Lucky draw gifts. Whenever there isn't a prize tag attached, we would assume it is free. >.<
It was fun in the beginning but subsequently it was a torture. My feet hurts after long hours of walking and I was wearing heels. I can't help it but it's becoming a habit of mine by wearing heels whenever I go out. I just love wearing them cause their pretty and by wearing heels, it kinda boost up my confidence. *nods* *nods*

Tiffy and Felina had their lunch cum dinner at Carls Junior. I had to resist the temptation cause I've promised myself that I can't indulge on this gorgeous food if I wanna have an extra slimmer figure. I just drank Iced Tea. And it was super duper sweet! I add too much of the syrup. LOL.

And gosh, the burgers there are huge. It's like the size of your face.
I'm gonna eat those burgers after the prom night. That's for sure plus the fries and their milkshakes too. Nono. I shall try all the menus!
I shall spend my money on food. Food makes me happy!
Whoever wants to join me is welcome. Let's waste money on food together!
muahahahha!!~
Go go Go!!~

Continued with the shopping and it was seriously a torture. Went to Marina Square, Millenia Walk, Suntec City and back to Marina Square. Bought all sorts of stuffs. In total there were 40 gifts. And some of the stuffs we bought is really heavy and there were only 3 of us carrying that huge amount of stuffs.

The christmas decorations in Marina Square reminds of Graduation Day. Their colour theme was white and purple which was identical to ours. hehe.

Shopped for don't know how long. And all the items we bought is not even for ourselves. =.=!
We were given $500 and we spent $499.40. = )
It was within the budget! and now, we`re left with only 6 more gifts plus the prizes for my programmes.

And that idiot. We were in pain and he just ignored us. I D I O T.
I'm gonna kill you when I see you on Monday!
You go dating issit..? =.=!
If you went dating, then i will forgive you. Good for you if you actually went dating.

Christmas is coming soon!
And all I want for Christmas is YOU!~

2006-11-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

My fingernail broke.
Blame it on the chicken rice! I didn't expect 12 packets of chicken rice to be that heavy. Now my left thumb is seriously naked. And it seems that my right index fingernail is gonna break any time soon.

The teachers' seminar was at Seletar Country Club and the place was very ulu. It is situated at the inner side of the Seletar Reservoir. Whenever you look up at the sky, you can see all those Army planes. hehe. It was pretty!~ X D

The councillors did great for the ethnography! Two thumbs up for them!!~
And LiQiang did extremely good. He was nervous but the teachers really love his presentation. Haha. Especially the mashed potato. LOL. LiQiang was cute while he was presenting that!

Billy the big bully wants to be rich like Bill Gates.

The whole Junyuan Teaching staff applaud for us and it was WOW.
The feeling was beyond description. It really paid off la. Interviewing the subject, following them wherever they go. Trying to be in their shoes and thinking like them.

Took photos with the teachers!~ kiakiakia
Hope the pictures turn great cause I clip up all my fringe!~ I was super neat and a nerd. I can't believe that was me! LOL.
GrRrrRr.. that's the consequences of having purple hair.

Me kapok loads and loads of food. My bag was loaded with food! hehe. Food makes me happy! Food makes the world go round! X D

My fringe is slowly turning blond. From purple, it turned to pink, red, brown, and slowly its fading to blond. White colour. That's what happens when you bleached your hair. LOL.

oOooooKkKkkAaAaaYyyyy!
Let's get back to my korean dramas!~ = D

2006-11-23T09:12:00.000+08:00

Both Shar and the boys were already at the MRT platform when I reached. hehe. They were waiting for me. Thanks! Usually, I would be the one waiting for them but this time round it was their turn to wait for me.

And I was so SURPRISED to see my Tiffany!!
Tiffy told me that she could only meet up with me after the movie as that's the only time she's available. But upon reaching, Tiffy just appeared! LOL

Both of Shar and Tiffy wanted to give me a surprise. hehe. Long time no see her and I kinda miss her. Imagine one week without seeing or heard from your loved one. I`ve already died once because of this. I don't want to die again. = (

The whole row of the seats were occupied by us and I find it really cute. LOL.
Saw Father Jae on the train. He was reading his book and we wanted to surprise him by seating beside him. He was so engrossed on his readings that we didn't expect him to realize that, that was us. ChhhHh.. it was no fun.

ok. This is lame. The movie starts at 455pm but we were there at 3. =.=!
Father Jae waited for the rest to come while we went to have our lunch. Both See Wee and Deli wanted to have rice but seeing the girls walking a long distance, they changed their mind and we settled at Long Johns' Silver.

The girls ordered cheese fries while both of them ate rice. They complained that the portion was too little. While eating, both me and Tiffy counted people who wore jailbird clothings. It was around 40+ who wore that. It's becoming a fad now. Jailbird clothing. LOL
I wonder when will I wear my jailbird clothing.

Step up was alright. The dance routine was awesome as well as the OST but it didn't really leave an impact on me. I was freezing throughout the whole movie.

Had my dinner which is Ice kachang at the food court with Father Jae and the rest of them. Then we roam around for awhile and accompany Father Jae buy his groceries. Auntie Parfait. LOL.

The journey home was very funny. Yong Keong was so addicted with the movie that he started to dance around like Taylor. He even made all sorts of soundeffects. PiakPiak. Oh god.. of all sounds, why Piakpiak? LOL
While See Wee did a pole dance at the train itself. =.=!

Eastpoint was swarmed with gorgeous guys and pretty ladies! Changkat Changi Had their Graduation Day cum Prom Night. That explains why they dressed up. Gosh, Changkat Changi guys was G O R G E O U S. Their ah bengs are good-looking even with their school uniform.
Now I'm regretting why on earth did I choose junyuan and not Changkat Changi. ChHhh..

Nvm. It's alright. I just have to persuade my lil bro to choose Changkat Changi and not any other school. Confirm plus chop can get in once he put it as his first choice. Than.. jeng jeng jeng.. I can start cuci'ing mata. I'm gonna ask my bro to hook me up with one of their guys there!
WoOooHoOOoo!!~
Go go GO!!~

That's all I guess. I really enjoyed myself today. Initially, I don't feel like going at all, I intended to just laze around and just sleep for the whole day. I never had any proper sleep ever since the holidays started. It doesn't seem like a holiday to me at all.

Alright. Now I need to go buy chicken rice for 10 people. I wonder where sell nice nice chicken rice.

2006-11-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

A group of An Beng blocked my way and rattles non-stop.

" We've just been released from Boys' Home and we doing this project for all those who did bad things like stealing, shop lift and all those nonsense things they do. Is $3 expensive? Would you like to donate?"

DUH!!~ I`ve got no choice but to donate. What possibly can I do when a group of Ah Bengs surround you. There were 5 of them and all of them are huge to me. I felt like an ant to them.

I`ve got no small change so I handed him a $10 note. He took out his wallet and gave me a $5 change.

$10-$3 = $7

So my change should be $7 and not $5.

" I got no small change. I only have $5 with me. Why not you donate $10? "

I did my usual smile and politely told them $5 would be enough. They passed me a pen plus a piece of note. All 5 of them thanked me and bid farewell to me. For one moment, I thought that the Ah Bengs were cute. LOL.

ChHhh.. My $5 fly away just like that. But never mind, it's for a good cause. I did a good deed today! =D

EhHhh.. I think I'm watching way too much of korean dramas lately. Whenever someone speaks to me, it's like they are speaking in korean language. LOL. Weird. =S

2006-11-21T00:44:00.000+08:00

HEROES 007

Went to see the Christmas lights during the weekends and as usual it was spectacular! Very pretty. I was snapping pictures all the way. It was too pretty that I die die must take pictures of it. But, I still prefer the previous years lightings. This time round, not much of the buildings were decorated. Full of lights. Nevertheless, it's still pretty. =))

Just now, We headed over to Intercontinental Hotel.
The guys were basically cuci'ing mata. dortz! =.=!
Everything will be confirmed by tomorrow. It seems that I can't be wearing dress on the day itself. Gotta work. chHhh.. Was so looking forward on wearing it. But oh well.. nvm.. It's not my prom anyway..

The rest of them had something on so I had my dinner with Mdm Fauziah. hehe. Roam around Bugis in search of her Bolognese. She was craving for it. In the end, we had bolognese at Delifrance. Yum Yum. It was nice!

Got to know more about her and we were chattering all the way.
From clothings, we talked about food, climates, followed by mixed-blooded, pets
and what not. LOL
Fun fun fun. Thanks for the treat! =))

I'm loving it! XD~

2006-11-16T19:26:00.000+08:00

COMMITMENT

I'm proud to say that I'm committed to everything I do. I don't know why, but that's just me. I am given the opportunities to showcase my talents so why not you go all out of it and make sure you get the best out of it? Be it SC or relationship. Though sometimes, no matter how hard you are commited to it, it still doesn't go in your way.

Yes. It is very depressing to know that you've put in alot of effort but yet, the effort you've put in is not reciprocated. You will start thinking that you are a failure and your mind will be filled with negative thoughts. You feel like the whole world is against you and whatever you do, it doesn't make any difference. You feel like killing everyone for not appreciating you and stuffs like that. This will sometimes lead you to depression.

Depression is not something which you can just snap out of it. You need to find a purpose in life, and that is not something which comes by everyday. But life still goes on.

I will never regret my commitments especially towards SC.
SC has become a part of me. I have this special connection with them. Good and warm fuzzy feelings, whenever I'm with them. I simply love them! I will be stepping down next year or rather in another 5 months time and I just can't bear to leave them.

SC 2006 rocks big time. hehe. =D

2006-11-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

2006-11-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Mianhada Saranghanda

mianhe..

2006-11-09T22:31:00.000+08:00

Right after physics practical, we cabut and went to have our breakfast at Macdonalds. It is my fourth time eating macdonald's breakfast. hehe. Im a mountain tortoise. I don't normally eat outside cause my mama always cook food for me. =D

Out of boredom, we played with Li Qiang's coffee mate powder. We mixed it with the jam and the coke. LOL. The effect was super nice! We made cute little balls out of it.
Just like LiQiang's msn nick "didn't noe coffee mate powder mix wif coke is so much fun."

Walked around that area to digest our food and I bought the temporary black spray. Headed over to Shar's void deck and they started to spray my head. I was practically crying for help. My hair, all turned black. Shar sprayed my fringe and my fringe turned out like Jim Carrey, Ace Ventura kinda hairstyle. LOL. I hope that *someone* doesn't post that pic up.

Both Father Jae and Mdm Fauziah ordered pizzas for us. =))
Yum yum. Ate only 3 slices cause my tummy was bloated with sausage egg mcmuffin, coke plus sprite ice. LOL

Planned the upcoming SC seminar and I'm so looking forward to December.
Gonna starve myself for two days. LOL.

Right now, I'm feeling naked while blogging. I just chopped off my finger nails.
I feel so weird with short finger nails. Its as though you are not wearing any clothes like that.

2006-11-08T20:45:00.000+08:00

WoOooHooOoo!!

A kind-hearted soul came to my house and returned me both my ezlink and IC.
Hehe. Thanks so much!!~ I'm such a lucky girl. =D

But too bad, I cancelled my ezlink earlier this afternoon, so I still have to make a new one. Oh well, atleast I've gotten back my IC. =))

Which also means that I can get to see my Rain!~
RAIN!~ Here I come!
WoOooOoHoOooOoooOoo!!~

2006-11-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

Deesaster has done it again.

Went to shop for dresses for the upcoming prom night. Must look both presentable and elegant even though its not my prom.

Eastpoint really looks like Heeren. It can even be compared to Fareast. There's loads of clothes shops plus there is even a Lan game shop. And I was amazed by the numerous number of computers available there. I didn't know that Eastpoint has this much space.

While browsing through the dresses, I was fascinated by these jailbird clothing. Hehe. It really looks cute. Both mama and sis criticized me about my fashion sense. Haha. But I managed to buy one of those jailbird despite their comments. Hohoho.

Deesaster has done it again.

*nods* *nods*

I lost both my ez-link as well as my IC. Shit case. I think I left it in one of the buses. Mama kept on nagging at me. -.- Headed over to the neighborhood police post to file a report. And surprisingly, the policemen told me that you do not need to make a report when you lost your IC. I was like WTF?!

I thought you need to file a report when you lost your IC..?

He told me to wait for about 1 week or so. If both my ez-link and IC still has not been returned yet, go make new ones.

RRrRRoOooOooAaAAaaRrrRrr!~

Easier said than done. $$$$.
I can say bye bye to $488 liao. No Rain concert.
All my savings are gonna be wasted on making new ezlink and IC.

-____________________-

2006-11-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hehe. I love my hair now!~

RrrRrOooOooAaAaaRrRRr.

Lucify charge 1K for 1 song..?!

Wow. They are willing to perform but how am I supposed to "hire" them to perform when I'm given only 1K to plan the whole programme..? I bet Taufik would cost more than 1K.

2006-11-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

" I Tarzan, you Jane, Lets make babies!~ "

2006-11-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Guess which one is Dee saster. ;)

2006-11-01T21:56:00.000+08:00

Thanks so much my, "lil-bro"
For once, something made me smile. =)) and I'm still waiting for that day to come.
Better don't break her heart or else I will kill you! LOL.

Delaila Deesaster Musa

YUP! My new name! Deesaster. LOL.

I'm a muddle-headed person and is prone of falling down. Loves to slide but always falls down on an attempt to slide. Out of the blue I will fall off from the chair and hurt my butt. This explains why my school shoes is easily spoilt. And when I eat, its as though my mouth has holes on it making the area around me littered with the food from my mouth.

Thus the name Deesaster. LOL.

Today's dating was fun. Full of laughters. =))
Wanted to cheer Father Jae up by treating him go makan. Treat him his normal dessert plus ice-cream at Swensens.

Its all about making babies! XD LMAO

2006-10-30T23:58:00.000+08:00

$488??!!

I fell down and hurt my knee on my way to the MRT and later in the evening, I burnt my middle finger while cooking. Of all fingers, middle finger.. LOL

I have this odd craving for milk right now.
Come to think of it, Im running out or to be precise there's no more milk in my house!!~
Need to replenish them ASAP!!~
I want susu!!~

GahhHHhh!! =(
$488 ne.. wait.. In actual fact its $490. =((

"you give me $48 I sing 20 songs for you!"
Don't mind you singing to me but can you dance like him? LOL.

2006-10-29T23:43:00.000+08:00

It's been a really fast week, wait.. Its only been three days since I last blogged.. LOL.

Anyway, I was honestly not that busy, just a little though. Laziness comes over me these days. What the heck is up with me? I don't know anymore. I care about so many things but don't really turn them into actions anymore. I just got over things I guess.

Life has been pretty interesting lately. =))

Blazer outing on Friday was exceptionally fun especially the part when we're eating our desserts. ;) Spent the whole day with my girlfrens at Vivocity. Tiff msn personal message, " wasted $9.50 on an 'interesting' movie lecture". I can't help but just laugh at our stupidity.LMAO.

No one was home, so no house visiting. Yayness!~
So Dad took us to Changi village and bought 4 pairs of kissing fishes. =))
They were super gorgeous and cute. Kissing here and there. They never seem to stop kissing. Don't the fishes feel tired..? LOL.

oOoOooOoOoOOoOoOoOooOooOoOo.
This is weird. I had the urge to blog but I seriously have no idea on what to blog.LOL.
This post is super random. Bleah..!!~

Ok. I shall continue reading my book, Virgin Suicide. Maybe I should just skip the reading and just watch the movie instead. Heard that the movie was way better than the book.

2006-10-26T01:25:00.000+08:00

Just came back from my aunt's house. And on the way there, which is at Punggol, there was a massive traffic jam. Dad could hardly move the vehicle. It took an hour for the accident to clear up. I was too tired till I took my nap on my sis lap. =D

Tomorrow, or rather later on, is the Prize Giving Ceremony. Im having the jitters. Im not worried about the prize winners cause we`ve taught them how to receive the prizes and there was even rehearsal for them. Im worried about the running of the event. This time, its different cause Father Jae is not gonna be by my side at all. I don't think he is even gonna be in school later on.

Damn it. Im too dependent on him. Though I tried my best to make it a simple event, still, there seems to be alot of stuffs to be done. I don't think my fellow councillors are aware of their role for that day or perhaps my instructions wasnt clear at all.

Oh no.. whats happening to me. I did not even do the cue sheet. Sigh.. No use getting worried when the event starts like in 9 hours time. I guess I will start to panic when the event starts.
RrRrroOooOooaAaAaaRrRrrrRRr!!~

Its the last day of school and will be getting back our report books. Don't really care so much about this cause I know my results already.

10 months just pass like that. How time flies!
In another 4 more months, I will be 16 years old.
Jaa`ne.. I guess I wont be seeing you anymore after this.

2006-10-25T19:58:00.000+08:00

Walked in the rain on my way back while slurping away Mac's mocha milkshake and I was soaked to the skin together with my blazer. The feeling was great. =)) Just hope that I wont get sick later on.

Theres just too many thoughts racing through my head I swear Im gonna have a headache soon. Gotta relax and just take it slowly. No use getting worked up on all of this senseless stuffs. I just have to keep on thinking positive though its going to be hard for me.
Go go go!!~

The trip to Gongshang wasnt that bad afterall. Had loads of fun talking to the kids there though it took us quite some time to get use to it but we manage to attract them to our booth. Sabri was quite famous with the kids there.

Some of the boys there were really good-looking. No. Im not interested in this small kids as they are only primary 6 but seriously I cant help it but just stare at them from afar. Quite broad shoulders and nice jaw-lines. Hehe.

If they join our school. Gosh.. all the girls will fall in love with them. Just hope these kids are not casanova and jerks who hurt people's feelings.

And I did not suffocate at all wearing the blazer cause their school hall is air-conditioned. Why can't our school be like theirs..?

The Street Fiesta was okay. So so la. No comments on the performance as I have seen all of it before and kinda getting sick of all the songs. I still don't understand the reason of having all of the councillors to attend this. We were of no use there I guess. I think..

And I saw someone having the exact same colour as Sakuragi Hanamichi. LMAO.

2006-10-25T08:43:00.000+08:00

Just woke up and here am I staring and typing away at the monitor screen. Didnt know that playing comp in the morning is damn boring.

Hmmm.. Hari Raya was ok. Did the normal rountine. Going houses after houses and getting leser and lesser green packets. Went to my Uncle in-laws house and the Grandpa was trying to matchmake me with one of its grandson.
=___________________________________________________________=

Reached home at 1am and by the time I stepped into my room, I was KO.

Took loads and loads of pictures with my grandma together with my bros and sis . Cause the four of us knew that this was gonna be last Hari Raya with her.

Mama broke the news to Grandma yesterday night. Grandma still insists that its not Cancer and it was something else and she even said that she doesnt feel any pain. She only feels lethargic nowadays. Mama was in tears when she boke the news.

Alright. Thats all I guess. Going to Gongshang primary later on and after that will be heading to both Tampines Mall and Century Square. What a waste of my time. =S

Should I go and apply for a part-time job..?

2006-10-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

Im so proud of myself!

I managed to finish reading up a fanfic in one day. Me against the World. And it was really a good fanfic. Its been quite sometime since I read a Fanfic.

It was a great ending I must say.... not the ones that make u cry. =)
Come to think of it, Im sick and tired of crying already.
Crying only makes you ugly. It makes your eyes puffy and red as if your eyes may just pop out anytime soon. It also distrupts your daily activities. You can't even see clearly with that puffy red eyes. And and, crying does'nt help much. It doesnt even help you in improving whatever situations you`re in.

Anyway, I just love reading fanfictions. Don't ask me why. Hehe. I just love dreaming of myself in those kind of situations though I seriously know that it will never happened in reality.

Life is tough and harsh. It can never be like all this korean dramas and ficfiction that I read. It will never be. Life isnt that simple as what I`ve expected.

This is what happen when you watched too many dramas. You tend to expect things to happen like what happens in this cheesy melodramas. HA. =_________=

Like what Forest Gump said,
'Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you are gonna get'

Haizz.. Time for me to wake up from my lala land. Till now, I still have not fully woken up from it yet, I guess it takes time.
The harder I try, the deeper I sink.

RrRroOoOooAaAaaaRrRrr!!~
I don't give a damn liao. Lets just care about whats happening right now. ok..?
Im getting crazier day by day. Come to think of it, I`ve been talking to myself lately. Creepy huh..? But I seem to be enjoying it. Its fun talking to yourself! You should try it too!!~

OoOoKkkkAaAayYyyyy!
Lets see, tmr is gonna be the rehearsal. Hope everything goes smoothly.
Darn it. This time round, no Father Jae by my side. Guess me and Tiffy gonna be the overall in charge. No teachers at all. Gotta prove the Teachers that the Council can do work without Father Jae's help. Theres still so much to do.

And the whole council is involved in the Street Fiesta thingy. AiyoOooo.. Why are we involved..? Haizz.. Got to wear that blazer for the whole day. Gosh.. and look at the weather. The haze still have not subside yet. Guess, I really gonna get suffocated this wednesday.

Tmr is the last day of fasting and the day after tmr is Hari Raya! WoOoHooOo!!~
All the kuihs are done in one day. haha. All thanks to mama and lil bro. I didnt help much though. Cause im plain lazy. And because of me just now, The whole house turned upside down. Shouting here and there. Im so evil. Wanna know why..? Cause I refused to follow my sis to buy the groceries for Hari raya.

Hari Raya is such a hassle. Gosh.. I seriously hate Hari raya. The prep work is just irritating. Can't we just celebrate it like any normal days?

2006-10-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

The initial plan was to help Tiff with the cleaning up of her newly-moved house. But she said that there isn't a need to so we planned to have dinner together.
Hehe. Finally, I can start jogging. But shall only do that after fasting period which is gonna be over soon in 2 days. Yayness!~

Went on a date with both Tiff and Felina just now and not to forget Father Jae. As usual, he came later. He got a new haircut and he dyed his hair.. LOL. In my opinion, he should have just cut his hair botak. Haha.

Instead of wearing trackpants like what he usually does when going out with us, he wore shorts.
LOL. So unromantic la he. Like this how to get married before we graduate..?

Hehe. I didn't spent a single cent just now. =))
I shall just throw away that receipt. *winks*

HmMmmMmm.. Fathe Jae kinda brain washed me just now.. And till now, Im still contemplating on whether to consider what he said just now. I can't seem to make my own decisions. I need people to decide for me. You can call me fickle-minded I guess.
Im still pondering over it. So should I..?
Haizzz..
=(

And there's one more thing troubling me. Should I aim for JC or just go to poly..?
If Im aiming for JC, I must really worked very hard. Hopefully the extra lessons Im having during the holidays would benefit me.
If Im aiming for Poly, which course shall I take..? Mama and sis say I can never survive in Poly. But my friends says the opposite.
I dunnoe. I can't even decide for myself.

HmmMmMmm... no use thinking so much about this kind of stuffs right now I guess.. Lets just wait for next year.

Don't try so hard in life.. You won't make it out alive =P

2006-10-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Just came back from the cinema. =D
Reached the cinema exactly at 7pm and it was full house!
The only available seats were the front seats.

Watched Death Note and I was practically sleeping throughout the movie.
Wakaka. Was damn tired.
Then again.. I know the story plot so it was kinda boring to me.
HmMmmMm... I still prefer the manga.
To me, the movie was rushing. Keeps on fast-forward.

The only part that tickles me is Ryuk.
He looks like a pig to me. LOL.
Especially the nose.
And L!
He made kebabs out of the doughnuts!

As usual, Raito aka Light portrays as a cold-hearted person.
He even murdered his girlfriend just to prove to L that he is not Kira.
Can see that he really loves Shiori despite murdering her.
There were tears in his eyes.. Oh well..
No matter what.. Kira=Evil.

And the movie ended when L revealed himself to Light after Shiori was murdered.
That was so bloody fast. And the story just ended like that. =______________=
In any case, please stay after the credits!
Death Note 2 will be out in the cinemas on Dec 2006. =))

That Ayame Misa gonna be the lead for the next part.
YUCKS!
I seriously hate her.

Will post up the pictures for the gig some other time. I still have not edited the pictures. It seems that Im busy even after the exams. And there are even activities lined up for me during the Nov and Dec holidays. Its all packed.

RrRrrOoooOoAaaAaaRrrrrrRR!!~

2006-10-15T22:32:00.000+08:00

L died just like that on chap 58. How can this be. He was killed by Rem. And Rem too died cause she wanted to save Sayu. Dortzz!! I hate Sayu. Shes a bimbo! She should be the one to die.
RooOoAaaaaaRrrRr!

Yagami Raito joins the national police agency and thus he gets assigned to the information processing administration division of the infocommunications bureau.

Someone has to stop the evil! But no one is able to stop Kira other than L himself. But, now, he is dead. So who shall stop the evil Kira..?

And its none other than Nia, the rightful successor of L.

The story is getting interesting. But i still prefer L. hehe.

Shall update more tomorrow about the gig I went just now, Gravity Infiniti 2: A J-Rock Concert.
Featuring Lucify! Haha. Will upload the pictures I took.
=D =D
Stay tune!

2006-10-10T00:03:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to My Dearest One

Thanks for always being there for me.
You are the sky-high gift of God for me.
You are more than the whole world for me
Always stay strong.
Luv you mama! =))

2006-10-09T20:42:00.000+08:00

RrroOooOooAaaAaaRrrRRrr!!!~

Emaths was manageable but Bio was a killer. =S
Tomorrow will be the last paper, Chemistry.
WoOooHoOooo!!~
Can't wait for EOY to end. Because of this, everyone has been getting stressed up. All worried whether they would be retained. LOL.

I shall go back to my normal routine after EOY. hehe.
Read my manga, fanfictions and watch tons of korean drama and anime.
I`ve becoming a mountain tortoise regarding all these stuffs. Time to get in touch with what I've lost.

Maybe I shall start playing online games. hmmm... maybe only la..
I'm still a noob in gunbound. =(
Neh mind! I got my sis friends to help me!~

What else should I do ne...?
Perhaps pick up a new skill or two. *winks*

Okay!
Shall head back to my chem books.
GO GO GO! =D

2006-10-08T21:56:00.000+08:00

My first time wearing a cap and I attracted an old geezer. =.=!
He was smiling and winking at me for no reasons.
And I thought that I didnt zip my pants but when I checked.. its zipped..!
LOL. Bloody pervert guy.
Took the same MRT with that pervert and were quite close to him. Even when he's seated, he was still smiling at me. GOSH.
I was freaked out by his action and decided to face the windows instead of facing my sis.
Then, suddenly, that pervert approached me!
0.0

" Do you need to have a degree before taking PhD..?"
I was like so shocked and was clueless to what he was saying.
" Huh..? Sorry.. I don't get you"
" That book.. Are you taking Gmaths..?"

LOL. Gmaths..? Wth was that..?
I was holding on to my Bio ten-year series and not a Gmaths book...
He suddenly took that book away from my hands..
Luckily he didnt touch my chest area.. phew!
He flipped the book and was trying to start a convo with me.
I dun think he is a singaporean judging from the way he speaks.
He talked about how the haze affected him and that he has been sick lately.
He even said that I looked cute wearing that cap.
0.0

Bloody pervert old geezer..
I was trying my best not to talk to him and tried all means to stop the convo..
Luckily he alighted at Simei.
Phew..
Thank God I was heading to Tamp.

I was wondering why my sis didnt came to my rescue..
I turned back and there she was dozing off..
She felt asleep.
No wonder that old pervert had the courage to approach me.

Im so not gonna wear a cap anymore. Of all people.. I attracted an old geezer.
=_________=!

What a bad experience wearing a cap...

Alright.. Now, I'm addicted to Death Note. I`ve been reading the manga lately despite having EOY. haha. Bad me.
Did some research and currently, Japan has just released its anime. Unfortunately theres only a raw anime of it on youtube. No subtitles. =(
But who cares.. I already have the first episode of the anime!! ;)
Gonna watch both the anime and the movie after Grads Day. =))
I heard that theres a part 2 to it for the movie. The part 2 will be released in japan soon.
and and japan has just released Perfect Girl Evolution Anime too!
WHhoOooPppEeeE!
I just love the manga! Yes Yes! I got the first episode too!
I cant wait to watch it!!

This feeling sucks. Totally.
I don't want to lose a love one again.
But there's nothing i can do to stop God from taking her away.
It seems that she has less than a year to live.
And she still doesnt know that her time is coming to an end..
I hate this feeling..
My tears are coming back to haunt me.
=(

2006-10-07T13:25:00.000+08:00

Bloody thick-skinned barbarian
I swear im gonna get my revenge on you.
Just wait. HAHAHA.

Ok.. shall head to town before drowning myself with Bio notes.
GrRrrRr..
Nods nods. 3 more papers to go.
ENDURE
Gonna do my best in the other 3 papers..
If no As.. B would be alright for me..

The month of October,
alot of people whom im close to are celebrating their birthdays.
But only 2 are very special to me.
A very special birthday to you guys.
Be Happy always.
I Love You. =)

Happy Birthday!~

2006-10-06T14:08:00.000+08:00

Im having breathing difficulties...
Im dying..
=`(

2006-09-29T21:43:00.000+08:00

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Received this email yesterday night and Im SO gonna attend this.
Noticed my double surnames..? Haaha.
I made a mistake while typing my name for the registration of
OBS Pinnacle Course cause I can't seem to differentiate
which is  my first name and last name. LOL.

2006-09-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

OoOOoOKkkKkAaAaaAAyYYyYy!
I seriously do not know what to blog actually.. So I shall just upload all the pictures inside my handphone. XD~

Sinagpore Idol was superb! All thanks to Felina. ;)
Jonathan was GORGEOUS! Beyond description.
Goshh.. he looks way better than on tv.
People were screaming and cheering for the idols while I was standing at the mosh-pit mesmerized by Jonathan's look. Haha.
Jonathan and Hady will be competing with one another in the Final Showdown just like what I`ve predicted.
I hope Jonathan wins! =D

Have been going out lately to study with the BBS. hehe. Been mugging for these past few weekends. And all these while I`ve been revising my Amaths. haha. Dortzz.. and
I'm beginning to love Want Want. hehe.. =P

Once a upon a time, there is this Pink bear who is very lonely at home.There is another guy who is lonely in school and at home. Nobody for him to hug. I decided to get a close friend for the both of them and so the Journey began..

I went out to hunt for the Friend. I called all the outlets in Singapore to search for the Friend. I was very lucky cause there is only one left. Then, I saw one lonely Creme Bear. That is Him!
It was love at first sight. I grabbed him once and
brought him home.

Pink was very happy to find a new friend however this relationship of theirs lasted for only a few hours. But, I know Creme will be well taken of by this Guy.
I bought Creme a very very nice bow. A gold bow which matches him.
He looked stunning.

I brought Creme to school and I showed Creme to my gang and all of us hugged him tightly cause we know that, that was going to be the last time we ever going to see Creme. All of us bid Creme farewell and placed Creme onto His chair.

From then onwards, Creme is now known as JJ. =D

Worst thing happened. JJ was kidnapped! All thanks to Him!
Because of his untidiness, JJ was under custody of Bearnapper.
And it seems that, Bearnapper does'nt want to let go of JJ.

NOOOO!!
JJ is being kidnapped!!!!! Oh My... why are you so cute..TOO CUTE..
to undergo this... this... this seizure!

Nevertheless, don't worry. The spirit of BBS will always be with you. We believe that you will be save by Him. [ INCLUDED THAT if...He CLEAR His working area ] =D

and to HIM : Please please do your job and save JJ...

2006-09-08T00:51:00.000+08:00

I wanna make you smile,
Whenever you're sad.
Carry you around when your arthritis is bad.
All I wanna do,
Is grow old with you.

I'll get you medicine,
When your tummy aches.
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks.
Oh it could be so nice,
Growin' old with you.

I'll miss you, kiss you,
Give you my coat when you are cold.
Need you, feed you.
Even let you hold the remote control.
So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink.
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink.
Oh I could be the man,
Who grows old with you.

I wanna grow old with you.

I Wanna Grow Old With You
by Adam Sandler.

Nice song.
I just LoOoooOovVvvEeEeeeEe the lyrics.
Its just so sweet and romantic.
=D

I`ve been listening to english songs lately.
I dunnoe whats happening to me but I`ve been downloading Beatles songs.
And not to forget Dream Theatre and Iron Maiden
Hahaha.
Its nice ok!
I Wanna Hold Your Hand and Yesterday
are my current favourites so far.

Alright. Nite nite.
Shall go touch my Amaths book before going to bed. =D

2006-09-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

I`ve been going out like almost everyday despite telling myself that I should STUDY and not have fun. haha.
Typical Delaila.
NATO.

Went to Bugis to do some window-shopping.
Saw loads of stuffs I wanna buy.
See my purse and it seems that my money is getting lesser and lesser and this is only the beginning of September.

How am I suppose to survive for this whole month..?
RrRrOooOoAaAaaRRrRrr!!~

Then again, gonna start fasting real soon.
Killing two birds with one stone.

Save money plus start losing these fats which have been clinging on me for dunnoe how long already.

Im just plain lazy to exercise despite having the necessary equipments at home.
I can't even do a simple sit-up let alone jogging around my estate..?!
So the only way to stop my fats from growing is to fast!
As simple as that.
Forcing myself not to gorge all those yummy little things.

OOoOokKkkAaAaaYyyYy!!~

Believe it or not.
I have actually started studying already.
Nods nods.
I revised my Amaths.
Did some Surds questions and gosh..
I still can't get my basics rite.
And I still have problems doing Logarithms!!~

Will be heading over to the library these weekend.
Gonna have a study group.
Does studying with your friends actually works..?
HmMmmMm... I wonder..
The only thing I can say is just stay..
F O C U S

I might as well go out and study rather than
staying at home doing nothing.
There's too many distraction at home.
For example, Computer.
Super major Distraction.

Hiakhiakhiak.
Graduation Day is coming soon, and we are planning it tomorrow.
Fasting period is just around the corner and
YaY! Im gonna lose weight.
EOY! Omg.. less than 4 weeks.

And what on Earth am I doing..?!

2006-09-05T23:22:00.000+08:00

Is this called Retribution??!!

Had a stupid kinda petty quarrel with my mama right before I went out just now..

and guess what..

I think God was being harsh to me and punished me for fighting with my mum.

Halfway walking, my heels came off.
I only wore that high heels twice and out of the blue,
one of its heel just came off like that.

~!@#$%^&*()_+

and because of that.. i wasted my $$ on a pair of new heels.
RRrRroOooOooAaAaaaRrrRrrRr!

on the other hand, my new heels looks kinda nice.
HAHAHA
=S

2006-09-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

OkKkkayYyy.. have been going out with my Niang and LiuLian.
Went to Comex for the second time.

The first one I went was on Friday.. Was not that packed, it was rather spacious. Walked through all the 3 halls with no aims.. Did'nt know what to buy or was I even supposed to buy anything from there..? =S

Then just now, it was damn packed! I could hardly squeezed myself through the crowds.
Again I did not buy anything.. Niang bought her cds and after that we headed to TM. Ate Ice Kachang till we shiver like mad. haha..

HmMmmmMmm.. thats all I guess.. Other than waking up early in the morning to help my mum buy the groceries, I did nothing. Gonna start mugging real soon.. HOPEFULLY.

and I bumped into Winston and See Wee. =D

2006-09-02T08:28:00.000+08:00

Before I start my purpose of this entry,
I would like to apologize to all those people who messaged me on msn.

I'm terribly sorry for not replying.
For these past few weeks and days,
I've been sleeping in front of my desktop...
Been very tired...
seriously..
that's why I doze off there in front of my computer...

Anything, just sms my handphone.
atleast, there's a notification sound from
the phone itself.

Now this is a dedication
dedicated specially to my Teacher,

Dearest Father Jae

Sometimes, I'm very lonely
Sometimes, I'm very painful

The people I love,the things I love
Since I found them,
I'm beginning to understand because of you
Your wise words and encouragements
never fails to brighten up my days.

You held me when I fall
you never once complaint
that i was so imperfect..

You answered all my questions
with all the love and affection

You gave me what i need
when I needed a friend
I don't know how to thank you
for all the times that I've been through
How you make me smile and laugh everytime
we meet...

It could take a second to say goodnight
It could take a smile to know you're right
It could take a touch to know
that everything's going to be alright.

The sound of your voice could calm the sea...
pouring the song inside of me
You're everything we needed.

Sometimes I lose my way
You brighten up my day..
You make me feel that everything in my life
is so perfect..
You're a godsend from above..

You're there to show me
That I'll never be alone
eventhough if I am..

I don't know how to thank you
for all the times that I've been through
How you make me smile and laugh everytime
we meet.

When the whole world is against me
You gave me the strength to hang on
Never to give up and brace myself up.
Just by staying beside you
I 've grown stronger than anyone.

Accepting individuals and changing
everyone's perception of live itself
shows me how great you are.

You never fail to put up a smile despite whatever
you are going through be it good or bad...
You are always smiling.

A modernise teacher with a heart of gold
Always think for his children before himself.
Cares about your children and does
anything you can to help out.

You rocks because eventhough you can be kind
of weird sometimes you always makes sure
that we understand whats going on.
You tried to make it as easy as possible.

It's so fun to stay after school with you
You even encourage us to do well in
other subjects.
This makes you even more fantastic

You are a true hero to all of us.
Without you, I wouldnt know half
the stuff I know now.
Thank you for everything.

2006-09-01T20:01:00.000+08:00

WoOOoHooOooOOo!!~
TEACHERS DAY 2006
WAS A SUCCESS!!~
YaY!~

It rained in the morning so the Teachers VS Student game was cancelled and the whole school had their big breakfast.

Anyway, while they were having their breakfast, me and Jonathan together with Mr Ong were in the staff room doing the results for each of the TORCH Awards. Hehe..

Printed out the cards I did for each category and WOW. I did'nt expect it to turn out that great. wakaka. im praising myself! lalala!~

Wrote the winners name onto each card. After I've finish writing them down. Tiffany came and pass me the food the class brought for the Big Breakfast. Heard from her that the class didnt even bother to save some for me =S

NVM.Who cares..
I eat with my beloved TEACHERS..
More power.
Not to forget with
my BBS GANG HAAAAAAAAAH......

I was too excited that the cream from the cake got onto the cards. Not onto the cards but onto the envelopes. Mr Ong saw it and he almost screamed at me! woa.. scary..
Can see that he was really pissed off .. I can understand why.. When everything is almost perfect.... Suddenly.. I made a dumb crappy mistake =_= .........

He grabbed another whole set of envelopes and told me to redo it. This time i was really very careful. I put the food at one side and told myself that i shall only eat it after the whole celebration ends.

Change into my black tee and off I went to grab the walkie talkies. Pass all of it to the councillors. Check here and there. I was really panicking man.. I almost forgot everything. Like what goes next after the teachers pledge. When am i suppose to give the cue for next music and stuffs like that. Haha. I almost forgot to pass Sharfirin the most important award..OMG....

Mr Ong helped me for the first part and subsequently I manage it on my own. =DD
Not to forget my 2 runners ( Wan Yin, Shi Hui ) who always told me to relax and not panic.

There were some mistakes here and there. I almost wanted to pluck out every single strands of my hair. NO need to go for treatment outside, no hair removal stuffs,naturally plucked. :D Haha. I feel like biting you guys.. I almost lose all of my HAIRS

*GRInZ* HiakHiakHiak..you should be thankful..
THAT I never really KILL YOU GUYZ...

But overall, Im proud of my department. The backstage crew were really great. Because of their quick movements of settting up the bands, the show lasted exactly 1hr and 30min. nods nods.

The Teacher's Day celebration will not be a successful one without,

The backstage crew, the laptop people, the emcees, the PAs, the ushers, the flight attendants, the flasher, the kids, the student model, the award presenters,cosplayers, the performing people. Everyone.

The teachers too. They were really supporting! Look at how they walked at the red carpet. wow. It was really amazing. I, myself didnt expect them to do that.

I would like to thank the whole student body. Thanks for the cheering.

Yup. When the celebration ended, the teachers came up to me and said that it was the BEST Teacher's Day ever. Those words meant everything to me. I was so overjoyed. The feelings were beyond description. All my tiredness all went away when i heard those words eventhough i did not sleep the previous night.

The teachers and the three principals kept on singing praises to the Student Council.

Wow. It was all paid off. Staying back late in school, doing work in the wee hours and not getting enough sleep. It was all worth it. Im proud of myself. Im proud of everyone who has helped out.

And my FATHER JAE.
Thanks for everything. If you were'nt there, none of this would ever happen. seriously.
it was teachers day and you were supposed to sit back and relax but instead you wanted the rest of the teachers to have a good celebration. a memorable one. I know you're tired...I can sense that you illness is taking over you bit by bit. You didn't have regualr meals..You didn't even get enough sleep...
thus the lost of weight.. =(
REST MORE...

Thanks for all the encouragement, all your preachings, your wise words..calling me stupid..
hahah.. I've woken up.. after that.. hahah.. I think?
NO? HAAAAAAAAhhahaha =P
I'm still your stubborn student!
BEWARE..*GRINZ* =DD
Not to forget..your desserts...
CHENDOL with ONLY RED BEANS.. =DD

You're the BEST teacher I've ever have.
Thank you....
REALLY~~
I still love you..no matter what. =DD
I Love you.

Happy Teacher's Day. =DD

2006-08-31T00:36:00.000+08:00

Just now's rehearsal wasn't as good as what i've expected. Maybe because it was a dry run and we could not start on time cause there was a short circuit. And we could'nt do full blast for the music cause the residents lodged a complain about the noise we've made and even went down to our school and complaint to our vice principal.

The energy was not there just now. I wasn't feeling excited when i watch the performers except for the last item. And this is because they changed their dancesteps. =S

The walkie talkie was really lousy. The battery died so fast. -__________-

Hmmm... One of the emcees was sick just now and it was so unexpected. She could hardly do her part. Just hope that she would recover by tomorrow. Cant aford to lose an emcee later on.

What can i say..? Im tired.
Its not fun holding the walkie talkie anymore.
Somewhat it feels different, Very different from Junyuan Superstar.
Perhaps, this time round, its a much bigger event and we are doing our best to make it a successful one. It a very different event. Much diferent from the previous Teachers Day celebration.

With this i can assure you that the students will be enjoying it for the first half. But, it seems that its draggy. We took almost 2 hrs for the rehearsal.

LalalalalalaLalalalala!!~

The concert will start in less than 10hrs. Just praying hard that it will not rain in the morning.
And i shall take charge tomorrow. I shall be the overall in charge. I will try to be independent. I shall not ask anything from Father Jae. Since its a Teachers Day, he should be resting and enjoying the show and not run the show.

If i can do it just now, im sure i can do it later on. Gotta be sharp in my hearing soOOooOoo...

n0w i shall go dig my ears!~
it seems that my sense of hearing is getting worse...
hmmm... i wonder why.. =S

2006-08-27T17:12:00.000+08:00

2 weeks no blogging..? WOW. This goes to show that im super busy. I`ve got no time to even play my comp and watch tv. I`ve not watched a single korean drama for these past few days which is really a bizarre thing!

Mondays and Tuesdays are Save The Last Dance For Me
Wednesdays to Fridays are My Name is Kim Sam Soon (watched already so no big deal)
Saturdays and Sundays are A Love To Kill

GahHHhHh.. not to forget usually on weekends there will be a special korean movies. and I cant believe that i actually missed it and and I still have not finished watching my Goong!. RooOooooaAaaAaaRRrRRr

Okok.. thats beside the point.. anyway. I`ve been busy with the upcoming Teachers' Day which is 3 days from now. Registration forms for each activities, auditions for the concert items, meeting up with my department, constant reminders for the chairman, rehearsals and lastly making improvements for the cue sheet.. sounds simple huh..? Its not if you have to juggle these works together with your studies.. =__=

Did you notice the bottles that were hung up along the courtyard..?
The bottles were really nice! It was gorgeous and our students really use their creativity.
I applaud them for that.
I even made one. Not for the teachers, but for me. I showed my appreciation by doing a bottle for myself. Call me selfish or arrogant, but I love myself!

I LOVE DELAILA. I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT. YOU`RE ONE OF A KIND. YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE. YOU`RE THERE WHENEVER I NEED YOU. I LOVE YOU! xD

The recent auditon which was on Wednesday was superb!
I was blown away by their class unity.
In total there were like 4 bands auditioning and only 2 made it. But we promised this particular band that we've save a spot for them to perform on ***

I was amazed at how these people play their guitars and drums. Andrew really played well for the drums. And all those guitarists. WOw. The guitars were pretty too.

Im a noob in this area thats why a slightest thing would amaze me. I feel like learning a musical intrument. Maybe guitar..? Keyboard..? Drums..?
Or perhaps, take up some dance lessons..? Belly-dancing..?
Wakakakakaka. I really have no sense of rhythm when i dance. I dun have the grooves.
But with practice who
knows it might be my forte!

Have been staying back late in school for these past few weeks together with my girlfriends and not to forget Father Jae!

We made a trip to Intercontinental hotel to check out their ball room after going to Concourse.
Too bad we cant see it cause its under renovation so we can only see it during our september holidays same goes to Hilton Hotel.

Despite being on mc, Father still accompany us.
After hours of hardwork we would relieve our stress and indulge ourselves with desserts!
Yum Yum yum. Its becoming our daily routine.

We would laugh like one whole crazy bunch of kids. Yes, We are KIDs and we are being accompanied by an adult which is our Father. Nods nods. We are kids indeed. :D

At this rate im sure im gonna put on weight and this defeats my purpose of getting out of TAF recently. But hey i dun mind! Im burning my fats away by just following Father Jae during rehearsals. He moves way too much and walks real fast.

Well, tomorrow is the full dress rehearsal and the submission of something. I wonder if our class have done something or not.. I doubt so.. :S

We will start at 2pm. FULL RUN at 415pm right after my Bio lessons.

Go go go. Its gonna be a success just like my Junyuan Superstar. Nothing will go wrong cause its my Department who are in charge! Go School Programme Department!
hiakhiakhiakhiak. =DD

I almost forgot about my YMCA. Yesterday was the last one, if im not wrong. We aimed to collect $500 so that in total we will earned $3000 but haizz.. yesterday attendance was really bad. Only one quarter of the class turned up.. By 1pm all of them started to take their leave.

So, my group decided to do on our own. Going door-to-door. But before that, we had our lunch at Food Palace. wakakaka.

I ate chicken chop and Suhui ate an ice cream with the waffle cone while Ron and Grace ate their rice.
Ron and Grace started to bully Suhui by teasing her that she loves to eat soggy stuffs.. =.=!
We had some leftovers and decided to create something out of the leftovers. And BooOoM!
This is what we`ve made. =)

Hmmm.. alright.. look at the time now.. I`ve got less than 5 weeks before final years.. Its becoming a big deal right now.

EOY. Almost all my classmates blogs are saying about that. Gotta work hard. Not gonna disappoint anyone. Gotta start now. No last-minute studying and practically counting down to end-of-year. Yea. Those kind of stuffs. Who doesnt anyway..?

End-Of-Year is a BIG thing. It determines whether you`ve understood what is being thought for these past few months and testing your sec3 works and also determines whether you should be promoted to sec4.

Being the best class, none is expected to be retained cause we are known to have the brains. Yea.. but who knows this year there will be some whos retaining..? nah.. doubt so.. impossible.. :S

But theres just too much to do. After Teachers Day it will be the Graduation Day. I cant blame the Student Council for making me in-charge of this programme. No use blaming on this kind of stuffs. I can only blame myself.

Time management. yes. I can only blame myself and self discipline too. I can only do things when someone is right next to me. I`ve been telling myself that i have to study. Study now and not last minute. haha. But still, i never seem to be able do it. Yea.. just like what they say.. NATO.

Coming home late at night and would doze off in the bus and almost missed my stop. And would walk all the way back home. Threw my bag at one side. Switch on comp. Go take a quick bath. And POOF! I would sleep all the way till ard 3am. Wake up. Continueing doing my homeworks.
Not to forget, I missed my mum's cooking and i missed my Lil bro birthday. I didnt have time to buy him a present. Only wished him.
Im such a bad sis.
RoOOooAaRrRRrrrrrRRrr!!~

Well, dun forget to vote for the
TORCH Awards at Iconnexion.

You will laugh at some of the poses that our teachers posed. For example Mr Wong. haha. funny sia. May the best teachers wins. ;)

Message for those jerks or sluts who
backstabs and badmouth me
u better EFFING own up now yeah?!
since u got the face or guts to mess around people's back..
why not you OWN up.. =D?

Keeping me in the dark..?
EHH Hello...
THE WALLS ARE NOT PLAIN LA....

I never even chat with you guys....
How come u guys can dig out my personal life stuffs eh?
I'm sOOo "SCARED "laa...
Your BACKSIDE la HOR....

go die la...OK?
just shut ur GAP and piss or shit off other places la OK?
why because..
YOU guys are badmouth all false stuffs..
dat explains your STUPIDITY...BUMMERS..
wad a disgrace...those who believes it..
are worst den BUMMERS..
plainly..NINCOMPOOPS.. check dat out yeh?
aiyah nvm..I paste for you all la..OK.?
see..I'm so good..yet I deserve ur Bad treatments...

HaIiiiiiz....

Nincompoop :
UNintelligent person
PLUS poop with sense of a clown

I'm not giving you guys face..
get that in your pea-brains , Ok?
dun even think of me being nice to you guys,
ever again,
YOU mess with the wrong person.

Me? act DAO? me proud..?
Me curry favour my teachers..?
Please think before you talk...

EH..this is talents...people trust ME..
I got potential..I'm not like some "people"..
who are just a bunch of hypocrites..
I am committed when i'm suppose to do my work.
I will do it well. No slipshot.
I never even get enough sleep.

I will SURVIVE~~~

The whole class...day by day..

You guys are proving that You guys are getting from bad to worst..

This is such a BIG dissapointment.. ^^;

Please change.. heheh..

message to those who are very selfish :
LEMME see...about 8-10 of them..
suan me... I been receiving complaints.. =w=
Okay...listen up...
if people do read my blog...den they dun like..
Fark off la..think i care? It's my frigging blog.
I have the freedom to write what i want.
If there's people who can talk about their lives..
WHY NOT me?! You don't like, den don't READ.

simple? Understood-ed? simple english eh?
Good KIDS~... its simply understandable right..?

To those jerks and sluts again....
Thanks for ruining my sec 2 & 3 yrs.. :D
I won't let you guys off...hahaha...watch me..

WATCH
DELAILA IN ACTION...
JeNnnG JeNnG JeeeNNG...

* Lala carries Cloud Strife's sword and kill these buggers alive KILL KILL KILL*

hiakhiakhiak =D

I shall end my post with a cosplayer. Of all those cosplayers for Cloud, this is the best among all. He really looks like Cloud Strife. Hes not Japanese but hes an angmoh. And for your information, its not a wig, its his real hair.
Nods nods.

The Official Cloud Strife Wannabe or rather "The real Cloud Strife"
OMG ....I want to see this guy...arrrrrr.... :3

2006-08-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

I dun wanna live in this world any more...
Its killing me..
I feel like ending my life or maybe just kill the people around me who are making my life miserable..

Chop them up into pieces and train my skills on cutting people up for my future job of being a Patalogists. But where would i dispose those bodies of them..? Give dogs eat..?
Nono. Dogs are way too innocent. I should just burn their bodies till it turns to ashes and flush it down into the toiletbowl full of those shits which are exactly like you!

Why must they disrupt my life..?
why why why..?
what have i done against them..?
cant they just mind their own business and just leave me alone..?
why must make my life miserable..?

stop making those "oh! im so shocked" kinda face expression. You think you guys look great..? Oh please.. you should see yourself in the mirror again. You are not even anywhere close to pretty.. I think my shit looks better than that face of yours.
No matter what you do, you will be SLUTS forever.
Nothing gonna change that fact.

You should have keep your filthy hands to yourself and shut that big gap of yours. You should have never open your bloody gap at all.
None of this wouldnt have happenned if it wasnt for you SLUTS.

And stop being a hypocrite. Stop acting nice and sincere infront of me. I dun need your so called kindness. All of this are just dumb acts of yours. Behind me, all those fucked up stuffs will keep on flowing endlessly from that gap of yours. Not only one, but two gaps!

You have done it twice already no.. not twice but alot of times already.
Why..?
You cannot see people happy issit..?
Your life is like shit and you want others to suffer the same fate as you?
how selfish can you be..?
This is damn childish and immatured of you.

Crying for hours doesnt seem to solve anything..
Its only making my eyes puffy and draining all my energy away
Suffering in silence is making it worst..
Not being able to be myself again sucks big time.
And your ugly and disfigured faces are making me puking and losing my appetite.

Oh god.. im at my lowest point of live already...
~!@#$%^&*()_+|

T__________________T

I need you so badly.. are you anywhere near me..?
can you wake up and stop believing those SLUTS...?!

2006-08-15T03:47:00.000+08:00

Just woke up from my sleep and Im ....
=(

2006-08-14T20:15:00.000+08:00

Maths lessons was never this fun before. ;)
During Amaths period, i was playing with See Wee. haha. We were piercing needles into See Wee's pencil box and not to forget we make 2 tiny little monsters out of my pink erasers. It was damn cute.

Mrs Tan confiscate See Wee's pencilbox as she noticed that we were giggling all the way. Without realizing what we did to the pencilbox, she just took it and yup.. the needle poke her. I felt bad.. But then again, it wasnt that serious. haha

"What are you guys doing..? Playing Voodoo dolls..?"
She even said that it was a weird way of See Wee confessing his love to me..? Wth..? why on earth did she say that..? lolx.. "she loves me, shes loves me not.."
wakakakaka... nah.. rubbish..
See Wee has his own girl already and i have mine too. ;)

HmmMmMMm.. It was recess next. I ate the kit-kats that Father Jae gave while cramming all the notes for chemistry into my brain. Somehow or rather, the notes did actually go inside my brain. I guess last-minute studying do really works on me.
Ms Neo didnt came and YES! Two free periods. We were allowed to revise our chemistry. =D

I guess i should be able to pass my Chemistry. Maybe borderline..? hmmMmm..
I dunnoe...

My tears cant seem to stop. It keeps on flowing. I cant control it. Its making my eyes swollen and reddish. Gonna have puffy eyes soon.
Its too sad.. Its a torture to watch it.
Im such a sucker for korean dramas. Save the last dance for me.
T____________________________T

and oh yeah.. Izwan forgot to hand up his Term Assessments script for chemistry. wakaka.

My love is not for sharing. My love for you will never ever stop. xD

2006-08-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

Debate is postponed to Tuesday. Yayness! =)
But theres still chemistry TA tomorrow.. =(
Can Mrs Low absent herself tomorrow..?
Please...

haha.. fat hope! haizz... gonna study for chem now..
=`( T_____T )`=

2006-08-13T21:20:00.000+08:00

OoOOkKKkkaaayYyyyYy!
I`ve done what is needed for the Teacher's Day.

announcements for tomorrows morning
notes for the class noticeboards
to-do list for the class chairman

Yay! all done! woOOoHooOooOoo!
Im now left with my research on debate and revision for Chemistry. All last-minute! I cant seem to kick off this habit of mine. Guess, im gonna stuck with doing things at the last minute. haha. A leopard never changes its spots!
wakakaka.

I think im really going crazy again. Blogging the whole day. Three posts for each day. Madness. This goes to show that i really have nothing better to do. who cares. Its my life. haha.

okok. Im off to do my research. Will study chem later at night. and my breath stinks of Durians.
Wakakaka.

Happy Belated Birthday to my Dearest ABeng Ridhzwan!

You`ve grown one year older Brother! You`ve already reached 18. Can take your bike license. Then again, you cant. haha. So too bad, just listen to mum and dad and take car license! wakaka.

Happy eating your durians. =D=D